• “i’m sorry for being a terrible son...” blp 1, 28
• “my ‘love’ is the only thing that protects me...” blp 1, 35
• “i want to break out.” blp 1, 48
• “i’m no exception.” blp 1, 71
• “i’m actually… scared of drawing...” blp 1, 76 [N1]
• “just please let me complete this work.” blp 1, 92
• “if all you can do is talk down to me when you’re always hiding behind what’s right, then there’s nothing i could ever say to you!” blp 2, 6
• “it makes me feel like everything’s going to disappear.” blp 2, 11
• “beep beep beep” blp 2, 57
• “which painting was yours again?” blp 2, 61
• “each of those lights have their own lives.” blp 2, 85

note1:

• the fear of disappointing firstly yourself, then others
• the fear of escalation
• the fear as you come face-to-face with the reality of your mediocrity