— ʟɪɴᴋɪɴ ᴘᴀʀᴋ
- Wish I could find a way to disappear / All these thoughts: they make no sense
- Everything you say to me / Takes me one step closer to the edge / And I'm about to break / I need a little room to breathe / 'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge / I'm about to break
- I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart / What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
- Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe / Sometimes I need you to stay away from me / Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn't know / Somehow I need you to go
- I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real / I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long / (Erase all the pain 'til it's gone) / I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real / I wanna find something I've wanted all along / Somewhere I belong
- It's easier to run / Replacing this pain with something numb / It's so much easier to go / Than face all this pain here all alone
- Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past / Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have / Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back / And never moving forward so there'd never be a past
- Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them / Sometimes I wonder why this is happening / It's like nothing I could do will distract me when / I think of how I shot myself in the back again
- 'Cause from the infinite words I could say / I put all the pain you gave to me on display / But didn't realize instead of setting it free / I took what I hated and made it a part of me
- Memories consume / Like opening the wound
- I'm picking me apart again / You all assume / I'm safe here in my room / Unless I try to start again
- I'll paint it on the walls / 'Cause I'm the one at fault / I'll never fight again / And this is how it ends
- I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
- I'm riding on the back of this pressure / Guessing that it's better I can't keep myself together / Because all of this stress gave me something to write on / The pain gave me something I could set my sights on
- I'm tired of being what you want me to be / Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
- Can't you see that you're smothering me / Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control? / 'Cause everything that you thought I would be / Has fallen apart right in front of you. / Every step that I take is another mistake to you. / And every second I waste is more than I can take.
— sɪᴍᴘʟᴇ ᴘʟᴀɴ
- I've got a song in my heart and I'm bulletproof / There's nothing in the world that's gonna kill this mood / No matter what life wants to throw my way / I'll be singing, I'll be singing in the rain.
- I'm lost when you're not around / I need to hold on to you / I just can't let you go.
- Because of you, my life has a purpose / You helped me be who I am today / I see myself in every word you say.
- I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you / Sometimes I feel like you've known me forever / You always know how to make me feel better.
- You make me feel like no one else / That it's okay to be myself.
— ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴄɪᴛɪᴇs
- Now the cracks on the wall were a map of your life / The addiction is back and it’s heavy this time / Now you’re talking to the voices through the wall / Will you make it this time?
— ᴡᴀᴛᴇʀᴘᴀʀᴋs
- I was bitter but I'm fine now / I pulled my head down from its dark cloud / It was easy enough but, but it was all too much / A hurricane lives in my bedroom / It keeps me up and awake for round two / And I just wanna sleep but that's all too much
- It's like a bad day in new shoes / A long weekend with curfews / But now I feel like that's all old news
- I built these walls around me and it's all too much / My influx of emotions got me feeling in slow motion / Like I'm saturated, cold and calm and maybe like I'm / All too much, tell me is it all too much
- It's kind of messed up / The only time I write / Is when I'm stressed or sad
- I like happy songs / With titles that don't match at all / So spin the bottle in your brain / And match your weakness with a name
- When I feel brave / And gather my words / My speech I gripped / Starts to slip and slur / I don't want this black cloud anymore / I don't want this dead doubt anymore / Weighing me down / Stressing me out
- You're a symphony, I'm just a sour note
- You've painted your future / But I'm just not in the picture / Maybe I missed the frame / Maybe I'm seconds late, always late
- Cause I'm living my dreams / But I live at home / Cause everything is on the down low for now
- You won't like what you see / So keep your eyes off of me / I fall in love with everything / That wants nothing to do with me / I know that there's no dealing / With the way I'm feeling / I'm so out of touch with everyone / And everything's a blur to me
- If I could I'd trade my heart for a second brain / I wish I was as brave as my last name suggests / I wanna pour my feelings down the drain / But I'll just take another sip until my eyes drip / "Stay the same."
- The size of my bad thoughts broke down my door / And everything slows down, yeah, everything slows down
- Daylight savings gives me time to think / Which is the last thing that I want since I don't drink / So I can't numb my feelings to avoid my thoughts / That climb to the back of my head tying my veins in knots
- Sometimes when I'm writing I forget that I'm cold / Until the ice runs up my hands and then I'm froze / But by then it's all too late and I forget what I know / Sometimes when I'm with you I remember to slow down / To take a breath and let these people stay floor bound / 'Cause I don't need anything the way that I need you
- I wanna live inside your mind / Next to your favorite songs
feb 5 2017 ∞
sep 27 2018 +