ai / fifah | 20, female | muslim south-east asian | enfj-t

if you are a man; engage in fanwars; under 16; islamophobic please do NOT follow.

• kpop is just a casual hobby, i don't take it too seriously
• i write and i'm into visual arts. i'm learning french and dutch. sometimes i talk about literatures
• please put TW for: deep sea, holes (i am trypophobic), amphibia and reptiles, blood, violence, and death
• i'm ok with private follow/qrts but please let them be harmless because i, too, never mean any harm through anything i share

kpop (no fandom affiliation) main: svtxt. casually enjoying everything

khh/k-rnb wavyseoul (main: colde). heize / kim hanbin

artists van gogh, jackson pollock, edward hopper. honno. sally west

writers/poets sapardi djoko damono, leila s. chudori. ernest hemingway, mahmoud darwish

others lorde, hozier, sufjan stevens, laufey / erik satie, joe hisaishi / phum viphurit / lomba sihir

things

• cities. loneliness in crowds. escapes. strangers. falling in love. paris and narrow roads. rotterdam and the rich sun. arles and van gogh and melancholy.
• four seasons. springs and flowers. winters and hopes beneath layers of white. summers and daylight hitting seawater, waves coming to shores. autumns and the forgiveness of fallen leaves
• l'océan, la mer. ships and docks. curling waves and twinkling sun over the surface. cliffs and birds flying home to their nests.

people

• wonwoo and domesticity. brewing teas and coffees. wrapped-in-a-sweater kind of warmth. everything slow amidst everything that runs. vulnerability and honesty.
• minghao and home. constant longing. familiarity and warmth within, attached to one's hometown. may...

things i found in figments of everything (that i want to keep)

• wonwoo weverse interview; his world expands bit by bit like the rings of a tree—
• renjun's bits of childhood; his grandma used to carry him on her back and think that she'd lost him; his mom used to blow balloons for him when the lights were out; as a kid, he could map the stars on the way to his grandma's house
• minghao arena homme+ interview; ..under the bright sky he feels like a very small existence, he becomes a receiving end of everything with gratitude.
• minghao weverse interview; ..some people don’t even know they have a forest..
• minghao's memories with his mother; he said he once believed in santa, until one christmas he saw it's his mother who put the present for him
• wonwoo's unending love for his family; he picked his father as his superhero; he wears his family ring under the seventeen's ring around his pinky
• mingyu's endearing thoughts and passion; he said he wanted to live by the sea in m...