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Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will ...

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FAVORITE LISTOGRAPHY MENTIONS
IMPORTANT NOTICES
MESSAGES
  • the first time we talked at M Vista
  • our first "date"-staying up till 5:30 a.m.
  • our first kiss outside of my truck
  • listening to music together
  • beer pong with Shimon, Marie, Lauren, and Sarah
  • Mai Tais at Speakeasy
  • how he cuddled with me that first time
  • the night we stayed up late talking and I discovered he was an artist. going with him to class the next morning
  • the car ride where we decided to move in together
  • my "proposal" to him
  • moving in together
  • watching The Fountain together
  • the time I threw him off by kissing him at Pizza Joint
  • the way he kissed me outside of his door in the garage and it was dark. how he finally asked me to come in.
  • kissing by the chicken coop
  • when he came in to Speakeasy and I realized I had a crush on him. I turned around to look at the computer and I geeked out.
  • the morning he found out I was pregnant.
  • the morning before I left for New York, and he said he wanted to have a BSG and take-out day in bed.
  • his text when I was on the subway in NYC the first time. when I said I wanted to live there and he asked if I would take him with me, and I said "in a heartbeat."
  • staying up all night together on Skype when he was in Italy.
  • karaoke together. going to Bar None afterward. him telling me "Why are you so much fun?"
  • seeing his tattoo, asking about Hahn. I said his name wrong at first.
  • when we first decided what we would name a boy if we had him.
  • the first time he got a bit of an attitude with me. it involved popcorn in the microwave.
  • the time Benny bit the shit out of him.
  • the time Benny died. how Ryan had us do a funeral for him. "Do you wanna say any words?"
  • when we bought Boomer; getting M Vista to-go afterward with Rachael while Boomer played in the plants outside.
  • how I almost cried on the plane but he asked someone to switch seats with him so he could comfort me while we flew.
  • the chess game he won in San Francisco.
  • NYE 2015
  • our worst fight
  • his first gray hairs
  • the day at Planned Parenthood
  • how he got me that hat at the fair because he hadn't won me anything.
  • the day I came home and he surprised me with a full fridge of groceries and chocolate covered strawberries...and it wasn't a holiday.
  • the day I came home and he'd gathered flowers and put them in a vase for me.
  • the second time; how we shared music and he finally leaned in to kiss me.
  • the conversation at Speakeasy where we talked about Hahn, and he teared up.
  • the first time I saw dislike in his eyes.
  • showing his facebook picture to Aimee for the first time before we became friends online...
nov 18 2013 ∞
apr 15 2015 +