worst:

• my mom almost dying
• being bullied from ages 9-13
• generally, the timeframe of 2020-2021
• december 20, 2024

best:

• march 9, 2025
• high school choir (every second of it)
  • april 12, 2025
• my middle school art teacher Mrs. Mahlow
• the friends i have today

• the science of the human body
• the field of emergency medicine
• space
• cats
  • all animals really but cats have a special place in my heart
• art, of all kinds
• choral music
• fashion styling
• these songs:
  • Rolling Girl by wowaka
  • Tenebre Rosso Sangue by Keygen Church
  • fever dream by mxmtoon
  • Helena by My Chemical Romance
  • Buttercup by Jack Stauber
  • Mr. Brightside by The Killers
  • Hot Venom by Miniature Tigers
• fire
• genuinely good food and drink. and someti...

★ = i'm afraid he's me. ❤︎ = smash next question

• v1 ultrakill ★
• soundwave transformers ❤︎
• tenna deltarune ❤︎
• charles calvin ★
• gundham tanaka (youre so funny please dont go bald)
• the entire cast of tf2
  • pyro ★
• sebastian "pressure" solace ❤︎
• data soong ★
• dave homestuck ★
• R (Warm Bodies) ★
• miku
• aren kuboyasu
• at one point? sans undertale
  • if im picking a ut character to blorbofy now its gonna be grillby

• dark chocolate (around 70% is good)
• eggplant tofu
• deep fried tofu
• chicken adobo
• my mom's sinigang
• carne asada burrito, chips, fries
• ginataang bilo bilo
• tonkotsu or shio ramen
• any and all pasta
• most sushi
• my dad's green bean casserole
• steamed/roasted/stir fried vegetables with appropriate seasonings
• baked salmon
• buldak noodles
• chocolate chip cookies
• wafer cookies
• saag paneer
• jersey mike's original italian, mike's way, with jalapenos
• beef pho

• my chemical romance
• destroy boys
• keygen church/MBR
• system of a down
• kittie

• united states
  • california
  • oregon
  • washington
  • nevada
  • idaho
  • utah
  • arizona
  • colorado
  • wyoming i think
  • montana
  • florida
  • hawaii
  • alaska
• canada (BC, Vancouver)
• mexico (Baja California)
• england
• wales
• scotland
• ireland

• testosterone
• tylenol (not prescribed but i still love her)
• adderall
• escitalopram
• norethindrone
• bupropion
• norethindrone acetate/ethinyl estradiol
• variety of antibiotics
• hydrocodone
• paxlovid
• desvenlafaxine

• art
  • drawing
  • collage
  • a little bit of painting
  • sculpture, occasionally
  • ceramics
  • poetry, rarely
• fashion
  • knitting
  • sewing
  • lately, jewelry making
  • styling, always
• gaming
  • minecraft
  • terraria
  • too much roblox
  • puzzle games <3
  • used to play a lot of splatoon

still my faves: italicized. don't care for it anymore: strikethru

• fictional scripts and alphabets
• hatsune miku (just her and no other vocaloid weirdly enough)
• undertale
• five nights at freddy's
• splatoon
• danganronpa (second most regretted)
• henry stickmin
• the walten files
• hermitcraft
• animal crossing: new horizons
• tankmen
• homestuck
• dsmp (most regretted)
• the disastrous life of saiki k
• ultrakill
• star trek: the next generation
• slime rancher
• stardew valley

• its natural color
• whatever color freshly bleached hair is
• bright red
• bright blue
• dark blue
• teal-ish
• green
• dark magenta?
• purple
• pink
• dark red (and the rusty color that it fades to)
• green and blue and gray blotchy mess