i need some time to write some synonyms. astonishing. astounding. awesome. fabulous. fantastic. stupendous. excellent. marvelous. exceptional. super. generous. considerate. essential. significant. gracious. i miss him, even though he was already in the military when i started staning btob. the group is wholesome, they came at the right time in a particular moment of my life. they gave me an environment to be safe and enjoy stronger emotions (musically speaking), to be free of worries and just laugh out loud at any time of the day. hyunsik is one of the warmest people i know. i'm pretty sure between the definitions of every word i wrote in the beggining there is his name. he's just powerfully calming. he's like a soft breeze in a fresh and cozy day. he's the song playing in the background while i cook for myself early in the morning. he's the sun rays coming through the gaps in the kitchen's door, enlightening without any hurry. he's the hope that this day will be great, that i'm doing a great job taking care of myself. the sweetness of your existence fills my heart with such pure joy that i find "butterflies and fireflies fighting in my stomach". woah, i'm so proud of you, im hyunsik. i'm so happy that i finally got to know you better and started this blissful path alongside you.