• sometimes I think people are watching me and if I don't do anything entertaining or funny, they'll kill me, so when those things happen I act a little strange
• sometimes I think everything is a lie. Nobody loves me, my friends are friends with me as a joke, and they're all conspiring behind my back
• I hallucinate shadow people frequently, it used to be worse than it is
• Recently I started hallucinating small bugs crawling everywhere. It doesn't happen often.

Note: I know that these things seem weird to people who haven't gone through them but please dont think any different of me, I kept this to myself for years

I am self diagnosed with:

DID [would prefer not to talk about it]

Other stuff:

I have echolalia [i used to repeat everything I said in a conversation over and over to myself] and got over it for the most part, but i still do it sometimes I have an EXTREME fear of small bugs. Please, for the love of god, tag small bugs I have frequent paranoia, delusions, and hallucinations. I've had issues with these things my entire life, not sure what the cause is