In no particular order:

• Ice cream cake (personal matters)
• A kitchenaid mixer. Always wanted one
• Kitchen mitts (I burned my hands too many times)
• Candy Thermometer
• Instax polaroid camera
• A new phone, with a good camera. Would be very useful to capture goodies.
• Silver bracelet.
• Backpack. (my current backpack is in terrible condition)
• A puppy. Or a tortoise!. It's pretty useful as an anti depressant and campanion.
• Books, books, books, books.
• Denim jacket

• Ugly
• Stupid
• Worthless
• Useless
• Bitch
• Fat
• Freak
• Retard
• Dumb
• Nerd
• Not good enough

• The Catcher In The Rye
• Pride and Prejudice
• To Kill a Mockingbird, Harper Lee
• The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, Douglas Adams
• Midnight’s Children, Salman Rushdie
• Gone With The Wind, Margaret Mitchell
• Nineteen eighty-four
• The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, CS Lewis
• The Lord of The Rings
• Great Expectations, Charles Dickens
• The Hobbit, JRR Tolkien
• The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho
• Lolita
• His Dark Materials, Philip Pullman
• Jane Eyre, Charlotte Bronte
• Hamlet
• The Analects, Confucius
• The Great Gatsby
• The Origin Of Species

• Veiny, strong forearms
• Nice upper back and broad shoulders.
• Spectacles
• Camps, hikes, can start a fire with his bare hands. You know, the usual.
• Way taller than me.
• A man and his dog.
• Spontaneous
• Plaid shirts
• Dark hair, with light stormy eyes
• Well-traveled.
• College jerseys
• Freckles.
• A clean, natural man-scent. No overwhelming cologne.
• Ginger hair
• Can cook
• Loves childrens
• Loves Star Wars. I can't stress this enough.

• Show offs
• Religions
• People with no manners
• Noisy eaters
• People that choose to litter
• Couples that own a dog together and call themselves mommy and daddy.
• Being in crowds of people
• PDA (Public Display of Affection)
• Phone calls
• People pointing out stupid things in my favorite movies
• When everything is out of plan
• When people talk about religion
• When a book ends
• Guys that dont put the toilet seat back down
• Having to pick up the birdie after it hit the ground in badminton
• When people tell me what to do
• Spoiled brats

• spontaneous slow dance (with or without music)
• flowers (I prefer that to an extravagant gift any day)
• star watching
• surprising me/sneaking out in the middle of the night (so cliché lol)
• Sing me a song on the guitar

• I think outside the "box".
• I've never cut myself despite severe long-term depression.
• know the anwer to life and the universe.
• Studying the dictionary.
• Researching things frequently to learn more, even if it doesn't affect my life personally
• Being open to trying things.
• Self treating myself enough to become social and less depressed.
• I can build all kinds of things that require development and critical thinking.
• I can play Guitar Hero REALLY well.
• I can play guitar.
• I can dress up like an idiot in public with very little to no care.
• I don't like to mooch off people. I don't even like my mother buying dinner for me.
• I enjoy intellectual TV and films over wa...

• listening to someone's heart beat when you're resting your head on their chest :)
• fire cracking
• waves
• a good thunderstorm/rain
• wind blowing through the trees
• dry leaves crunching underneath your feet
• click-clack of computer keys
• the subtle sound of steady breathing (NOT snoring lol)
• absolute silence when laying in the tub
• tap dancing shoes
• poprocks popping
• the crackle of a bonfire
• scissors cutting through stiff paper
• underwater silence
• my mother cooking in the kitchen when I'm home
• british accent
• soft and gentle rain

• having my back rubbed or scratched
• having fingers run thru my hair
• warm fluffy towels right out of the dryer
• sharp scissors cutting thru dense paper
• hoving my finger into a pot of thick lotion or cream
• braiding long, smooth, healthy hair
• my wet hair after its been conditioned
• a lovers lip
• cat, dog, or bunny ears
• just about anyting that's really really soft!

• I wish there was a way to record your dreams.
• I wish women were kinder to each other. Our generally low self-esteem combined with various societal pressures causes us to be catty and competitive with one another when we really need to hold each other up.
• I wish that there was a prescription medication for procrastination.
• I wish all my favorite childhood television shows were still on the air.
• I wish I was the best at something instead of just mediocre at several things.
• I wish I knew how to lucid dream.
• I wish wedding vows still meant what they were intended to.
• I wish marriage wasn't so taken so lightly/for granted.
• I wish that the current definitions and standards of beauty would drastically chan...

• Teach them not to judge people for their appearance or from first glance
• Teach them how to see the beauty in life
• Take them to concerts cause I know how it feels to not be able to go see your hero
• I will give them unique names
• Won't fight with their father in front of them
• Won't spoil them
• Won't buy them things to substitute spending time with them
• Praise them
• Tell them how much i love them every.single.day.
• Tell them that their parents will always be there for them
• Teach them to be grateful, and that money doesn't buy happiness
• Read them bedtime stories
• Build a tree house with them

• Teachers who force participation
• Guys with long fingernails.
• Ventriloquist dummies
• Slow walkers
• Clowns
• Child beauty pageants
• Robots. And thoughts of them taking over the world
• Forgetting what I was going to say.
• Jealousy.
• Overdone plastic surgeries
• Screaming/overly-giggly pre-pubescent girls.
• People wearing sunglasses indoors.
• People having extremely loud cell phone conversations in public places
• Misshapen bras. Due to time spent in the washing machine/dryers.
• Being rushed.
• Men whistling, honking at, cat-calling, ogling, etc. women.

• Peanut butter &
  • Chocolate. The darker the better.
  • Graham crackers.
  • Bananas.
  • Frenchfries
  • Jelly. Grape.
• French fries & frosties.
• Whipped cream & waffles.
• Cake soaked in milk
• Ice cream & sprinkles, of course!
• Cinnamon &
  • Apples.
  • Oatmeal
  • Brown sugar
• Pickles and ketchup

Aside from all the sensible stuff like paying for school and stuff

Selfish things:

• treat my mom and brothers and my boyfriend to something extravagant (europe?)
• buy an exotic turtle... or ten
• i'm buying everything on my wishlist here on listography
• eat lots of imported foreign foods:
  • the red-wax covered little cheese wheels
  • Swiss/German chocolate
  • Luwak Coffee
• eat those healthy but expensive foods
• 5-course dinner served by Gordon Ramsay
• buy tons of books from bookstores that I've always lusted after
• Take classes in martial arts, dance, yoga, various languages, and sewing.
• a huge, complicated, complex camera that crazily zooms in and has massive amounts ...

• First word: Dada
• First pet: Turtle
• First dog: Brandy the German Shepard
• First job: An Actress
• First time drunk: 11th grade, at New Years, drank vodka with my ex and played monopoly all night.
• First foreign country visited: America
• First real concert: Boys Like Girls, 9th grade
• First celeb crush: Westlife
• First "real" kiss: Age 16
• First best friend: Cassandra. Age 5. We ate sand at the playground together. I was a strange kid.
• First doll: Whoopie the baby doll. What a horrible name.
• First sport played: Basketball
• First halloween costume: A fairy
• First magazine subscribed to: "Girl's" magazine. 4th grade.
• First horror movie seen: Boogyman, scared the shit out of me
• First cell phone: Shitty Nokia with a blue face plate. Cool.
• First collection: Star Wars toys. Age 16-Now

Random things I want to do and experience before I die. (In no particular order)

• Smoke
• Volunteer at some place (Dog Shelter)
• Take pictures underwater
• See a movie in imax theatre
• Go on a roadtrip with bf
• Learn to drive a motorcycle
• Meet someone I met on the internet in real life
• Go Harry Potter Wizarding World
• Go on a cruise
• Go inside a cave
• Ice Skating
• Be in two places at one time
• Have a dog (German Shepherd called brandy)
• Build a snowman
• Donate blood
• Go camping (Mount Seda Suci, galunggung)
• Receive a bouquet of flowers (Boyfriend g...

• Baking
• Desserts
• Toys fair
• Star Wars, Harry potter, all those nerdy things
• Books. Old books. I love the smell of books.
• Flare dresses and stocking
• British accent
• Dark chocolate
• Irish cream
• All things vintage
• Theme parks
• November
• The smell of vanilla
• Marshmallows
• Feeling my legs after i shave
• Seeing my favorite band live
• the feeling after i get my hair done
• cuddling up with a pet :)
• having a hand to hold

• Star Wars
• Edward Scissorhands
• Harry Potter
• Inception
• Forrest Gump
• Sharing The Secret
• Stranger Than Fiction
• 500 Days Of Summer
• Juno
• Social Network
• Scott Pillgrim
• Zombieland
• What About Bob
• Kings of Summer

• making a wish at 11:11
• knocking on wood for good luck (when I say something that could jinx me)
• a dreamcatcher above my bed (there's even 3 of it)
• "find a penny pick it up, all day long you'll have good luck"
• making a wish when blowing out bday candles
• crossing my fingers
• reading my horoscope for fun
• throwing coins into fountains and making wishes
• making a wish and blowing the seeds off dead dandelions

• straight teeth (thank you braces)
• I (luckily) almost always have clear skin
• my hair (I guess I just like being a natural brunette)
• my pale-ness
• my long eyelashes

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• He's my bestfriend!
• He always know when something’s wrong even when I say I’m okay
• Not to brag or anything but my boyfriend plays some good guitar. And piano. And sings too.
• He smells really good, pretty much all the time (thank God). I wish i could bottle up his scent and sniff it whenever i miss him.
• He’s taller than me.
• He is a computer whiz
• He tries to include me and invites me to do things.
• Has adorable ADORABLE sisters, and a brother.
• His way of thinking. Sometimes I don’t understand it, things that seem obvious to me, aren’t to him. But it’s intriguing and I wish I understood him more.
• Can be pretty bossy sometimes.

• The ability and desire to teach me things - someone i can learn from
• Likes to take little adventures
• The ability to comfort
• Willing to admit when he is wrong
• Willing to (learn to) cook with me
• Knows when all I need and want is a good hug * Isn't afraid to eat a lot in one sitting
• Loves his mother
• And subsequently loves mine as well
• And my brothers
• Kindness
• Does not tell me what to do, but takes me as who I am
• Interest in learning
• Not afraid to let loose and be silly
• Ambition
• Well educated
• Patience
• Creativity

I'm tall.

Pros:

• Pants are never too long.
• People don't underestimate my physical strength.
• I don't need to climb on the kitchen counter to reach the top shelf.
• At concerts or other similar performances/places, I can easily see over the crowd
• Never get asked for ID to see rated R movies.
• The slightest weight gain doesn't shows up easily on a tall frame
• I was too short for most roller coasters for the shortest time.

Cons:

• I take up much room and am not comfortable in small places.
• I'm never good at hide-n-seek.
• People of taller stature tend to live sho...

Irene why I love her..

• I can tell her anything. Even when it's mortally embarassing and personal.
• She makes me feel better about situations in which I'm having a meltdown.
• She knows what I'm thinking or feeling with just a look
• Her distaste for clubbing, getting wasted & skimpy clothing.
• She understands and accepts my strange ways
• We have similar sense of humor
• She helps the pessimist-me stays positive
• She gives good advice.
• She's very smart but never pretentious.
• She's a social butterfly.
• She loves to travel.
• She's also a crafter.
• When she likes something, she completely immerses herself in it.

• any bit of natural landscape untouched by man.
• an elderly couple holding hands.
• baby animals.
• beautiful christmas lights.
• fireworks.
• vivid sunrises/sunsets.
• random acts of kindness.
• dogs with their gums flapping and ears flying out the car window.
• before and after transformations.
• a fortune cookie fortune fitting to my life situation

• How it seems like everything you own smells like him.
• Having to change your relationship status on your various social networking sites.
• Having to pack up certain things that he left at your place and return it to him.
• Not being able to listen to certain music because it reminds you of him.
• Having to take down pictures of you and him together, averting your eyes from the smiling faces.
• Feeling like your bed is much too big instead of the perfect size.
• Just crying, in general.
• Having to quietly say "We're not together anymore..." when someone asks about him.
• Hearing about or seeing him out dating someone new.
• Changing your typical route to avoid pass...

• Nicholas Hault
• Robert Downey Jr
• Joseph Gordon Levitt (Inception, 500 days of summer)
• Ewan McGregor (Starwars prequels)
• Hayden Christensen (Starwars prequels)
• Andrew Garfield (The Social Network)

• Boys like girls
• Saosin
• All time low
• The Temper Trap (twice)
• BLUR!

tbc

• BAKING!
• surfing the internet with no real purpose (looking at/reading unimportant stuffs)
• experiment with new recipes
• texting when I can just call
• sleeping in
• browsing DIY craft tutorials
• wandering aimlessly at the mall
• scrapbooking
• making crafts out of origami etc
• stretch
• just lay down, stare at the ceilings and think
• looking through old photos
• organizing my stuffs
• read a good book
• compile new recipes

• fresh Laundry
• moss
• beach
• white musk
• cake batter
• fresh grass in the morning
• mom making cinnamon buns in the kitchen at home
• apple crisp
• cinnamon
• matches
• fresh paint
• his scent
• marshmallow treats
• vanilla extract
• old books with leather spine