biggest cry moments... oh man, i used to be a big crier. like, i would cry at every little thing because, well, i was that kind of person. now i don't cry so much anymore... lack of things to cry about.

one friend told me, "don't cry over guys, they're not worth it." but if you don't cry over things that were dear to you [read: long-lasting relationships] then what is there to cry about?

• every major breakup
• when i was depressed and fighting with my mum often
• when i discovered the extent of my injury
• all those practices that i endured despite teammates that were not my type whatsoever
• i should have cried over the death of my brother, but i was young and i was more upset with him slamming my fingers in a door accidentally
• should i have cried over this? realizing that i'm really not physically built for badminton despite the fact that i love it so much