pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about.

my start date: 03.05.17

(the lesson that we learned today is that i talk way to much what a shock)

• 2711: it is SO hot, still dont have internet on my work so theres that, i was in such a good mood tho b l e s s, seventeen and nuest collab on mama in japan is CONFIRMED i dont wanna talk about it bc just thinking about it i start to SHAKE BC THEY ARE MY EVERYTHING K BYE, im a happy child today.
• 2811: my parents are really something, nuest and seventeen together at the airport i was screaming im gonna combust tomorrow, watched so many youtube videos (internet is finally working on my work again!!!), the weather is weird, i finished the day full on SOBBING bc of something nuest related that i showed leticia so its a preview of whats gonna happen tomorrow (im tiping this as if im not still crying and am fully capable of talking about everything im proud of myself).
• 2911: today was literally the best day of the entire year nothing can top that, my heart is just so full of love and im so happy and my heart is at ease, i love seventeen and nuest SO much and also wanna one (i did a full on essay on here about this but im embarassed so i deleted and gonna leave it at that bye), lol dont even know what more happened, but im really getting better my health is giving me another chance!!
• 3011: 2hyun together yesterday and nuest in general im alive, slow day at work, burger king for lunch, i love minhyun with all of my heart, the month is finally over goodbye.
• 0112: i was stressed for most of the day, went around town too, family is hard, i love nuest and wanna one, started rewatching p101 with isa.
• 0212: i BREATHED produce oh my god i did know that i missed it but i missed it SO much its funny to rewatch!, i literally didnt do anything else so, its nice to see that some things dont change.
• 0312: more produce, finally started watching vlogmas!!!, was a little out of loop idk, sad that the weekend is over, very rainy.
• 0412: i spend the whole day trying not to cry it was amazing, but i got to see some friends and had fun and that got my mind of things, working all over town, rainy but sunny day honestly get your shit together, so tired.
• 0512: my body is tired my mind is tired im tired, i need to cry but i dont want to, i love minhyun and jonghyun with everything that i have, night goblin, brooklyn nine nine.
• 0612: the worst day, im grateful for my friends, and also for kpop, everything is a mess and im feeling so shitty, also i broke my phone so yay.
• 0712: well i feel like shit, working so much, so stressed, opening up about what im feeling, night goblin.
• 0812: catching up on vlogmas and november wrap ups, feeling a little better but not much, i love jonghyun, got to see some friends and thats always nice i always feel way better when i see that nothing changes and people always have a special place in your heart (in some cases), my heart is at peace.
• 0912: today was a good day, i was sad for some part but then i had A Talk with someone that i probably should have had at least five months ago but ok... im fine, seeing friends is good, a little of chill saturday with social saturday, best day of the week.
• 1012: chill day, a slight hangover, listen to a lot of music, i love my friends, hot dogs!!!
• 1112: my head is weird, got off work early, catching up on youtube, sleeping, is always good to catch up with a friend.
• 1212: my head is a fucking mess, i dont feel too good, but relaxing times with friends, im so so tired, im a little lost.
• 1312: ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! im t h e softest today man people saying so much soft shit i cried a lot bc it was heartwarming and i feel touched with some of the words, eating so much junk food, i love seventeen with everything that i have theyre my heart and all that is good, also night goblin is the best i love jonghyun he is my everything, it was a great day all in all but i feel so tired and my head still feels like shit.
• 1412: 100% done with myself, i hate my head, tired as all fuck, at least i got home early and slept a lot (and had such weird dreams), washed my hair which wasnt a good decision bc i am feeling like a pile of shit but well my hair looks good.
• 1512: LAST DAY OF WORK FOR THE YEAR BLESSED, so stressed lmao, isa's birthday gathering, doing shit that i probably shouldnt or tbh i should but im a coward, im so tired like so fucking exausthed its good to have two weeks off ahead of me.
• 1612: weird fucking dreams, a great day!!!!, like did nothing the whole day, but then i went to the last nx zero concert and i was SO happy, trying not to drink.
• 1712: relaxing day, but also my mind was going crazy at nighttime idk man i gave up already, eating junk food, night goblin, choi seungcheol is the love of my life.
• 1812: kim jonghyun.
• 1912: my head is a total mess and im so out of it, trying to distract myself, i can't even sleep properly, stressed because of work and i'm not supposed to be working, it's hard.
• 2012: youtube and reading and sleeping.
• 2112: feeling a little better, but people don't care lol, its the first day of my work vacation that i full on rested, kang yebin, wanna one go.
• 2212: spent half of the day sitting in a chair, a little bit annoyed, going out, weird fun day lol, watching the sunrise.
• 2312: chill day, masterkey is still the best thing korea ever did, crying with wanna one go, sleeping, my wifi doesnt work again yay.
• 2412: christmas eve!!!!, catching up on vlogmas, sleeping way too much, EATING WAAAAY TOO MUCH, night goblin.
• 2512: eating sooooo much im so happy, i tried to sleep the whole day but i failed, night goblin, finishing a book!!!!!! i love my babies so much oh my god all of them!!!! ronann!!!! !blue!!!!! gansey!!!! adam!!!! they love each other so much and i love them just as much!!!!, im feeling good??? idk its a good feeling.
• 2612: didnt do much, my head fucks herself over really easy, but it was a good day overall, kwon soonyoung, i love pristin so much.
• 2712: woke up at eight am and went on a walk????? who even am i, weird day, did my eyebrows they are looking fine, night goblin, produce 101 s1.
• 2812: weird dreams, more produce 101 s1, its so fucking hot whyyyyy just why, went out with my best friend, allergies man allergies are horrible.
• 2912: i love seventeen with all of my heart, i hate my laptops wifi, doctor who christmas special, night goblin, kang hyunggu.
• 3012: horrible day, didnt sleep much andfelt like shit, i hate my uncle, read a little, who fucking knows the fuck i did i was an angry stressed mess and my body was shitty and my head and me in general yay.
• 3112: bye bye 2017!!!!!!, wasnt feeling great for half of the day, cleaning and organizing my room, eating so much, wanna one go.
• 0101: getting my shit together, i have cramps im not used to this pain anymore what is this bye, reading, catching up on youtube, wanting to do so much.
• 0201: first day back at work, so sleepy, fucked up my head over nothing * is amazing, night goblin, jonghyun is my entire life.
• 0301: welp wasnt feeling great??? idk if im getting sick OR WHAT, slow day at work, catching up on stuff, so much sim city, making doctors appointments alone!!!
• 0401: SO MUCH RAIN, work is trying to annoy me, i need to stop buying shoes, i love 2park with all of my heart pls my babies, i think im getting sick thanks to all the fucking rain.
• 0501: men are fucking trash, stupid shit getting to my nerves too, its always nice to see a friend and talk about some stuff, the end of the first week back at work, i need to relax.
• 0601: crossing the town,spending time with my best friends, eating so much, laughing twice as much, feeling good.
• 0701: i love my friends so much, night goblin, reading, sad so sad that the weekend is already over, everything is DOWN WTF.
• 0801: a little tired way too stressed, people are fucking dumb, i want my time off back, i love wanna one so much i watched the last wanna one go ep im made of tears and also love, can the week be over already.
• 0901: so much stress, also crying like a fucking kid lol i love, a pampering night to see if i don't lose myself to stress and *, so i ordered sushi, and watched night goblin.
• 1001: trying to dodge stress and actually dodging it??????wow a pat on my back for that, i did stuff!!!, both of my lim's with new songs!!!!, red velvet, fried chicken wings.
• 1101: slow day, people that dont answer your fucking work related emails!!!!!!!!!, monalisa's birthday, eating hamburgers, talkative mood.
• 1201: im gonna kick everyone in the face that delays my work, so sleepy, going shopping and buying new clothes, im in a very good mood, night goblin.
• 1301: HAPPIEST DAY!!!!!!!, so hot, monalisas birthday gathering, kpop party!!!!, feeling s o fucking happy!!! it was one of the best days ive ever had.
• 1401: lazy sunday, watched so much kpop stuff with isa, my wifi fucking hates me, my legs hurt, goodbye beautiful weekend.
• 1501: i was feeling good all day besides my legs hurting like hell, but man i feel like fucking TRASH, i dont even want to say shit about this so the good things: i love seventeen and nuest with all of my heart they are my happiness always, blackpink house, also i love 2park i can't believe people are messing up with them for no fucking reason.
• 1601: not to be dramatic but seungcheol is the love of my life and also jonghyun and minhyun are my EVERYTHING, lol i was so emotional today idk why, doing shit but so bored the majority of time, im tired of my legs hurting please when this shit is going to get better!!!!!!!, avocado smoothie.
• 1701: jbj's comeback, tired and stressed, people are difficult, p101 s1, i need to control myself.
• 1801: kim jonghyun.
• 1901: its so fucking h ot, i miss having MONEY TO LIVE, its ridiculous how fucking weak i am for nuest i love them to death, my book arrived!!!!!, the punisher (i love karen and frank soooo much).
• 2001: the punisher, reading, very stressed during the day but in a very good mood during the night!!!, strike, im feeling v happy.
• 2101: sleeping half of the day, i cant take this hot weather anymore, grace and frankie, hot dogs, i just want five more days off pls.
• 2201: the absolute worst day ever, so much rain and wind, i feel like crying all the time this shit is exhausting, grace and frankie, night goblin.
• 2301: chill day im thankful, doing things (or trying to), grace and frankie, superstar bts/smtown, i love wanna one so much im already sad????
• 2401: i love nuest with all of my heart???????, lol nope i was feeling like shit all day, SO IT BEGINS THE SEVENTEENS COMEBACK SHENANIGANS, drowing my frustation and sadness and everything in food, i love night goblin???? i love jonghyun so fucking much????? im a weak excuse of human being that only knows how to cry???? too many emotions.
• 2501: no power at work the whole morning, i love nuest and i loveseventeen and they love each other and minhyuns face when nuest won bc they fucking showed that and he was hugging them at the end and also hugging seventeen and im made of love, listening to ikons new album and also sewoons, sushi!!!, night goblin.
• 2601: went to work for nothing and its so fucking hot i had enough of this can summer just go away, kwon soonyoung, night goblin, grace and frankie, nuest episode on amigo tv i love them so freaking much.
• 2701: grace and frankie, i admire how i can make myself late even when i have so much time to waste and how i still can be on time after all, carol's graduation party!!!!!!, it was a fun day, heels are a pain in the ass tho.
• 2801: a day of rest, slept so much during the day, also read a lot, more grace and frankie, i hate this weather.
• 2901: the day started with me waking up earlier than usual bc my head is an asshole to me, feeling like a piece of useless shit, great day can you see it, my body was also feeling like shit, walking and waiting too much bc of work.
• 3001: im a piece of trash and i feel so tired, got off of work early tho, hyoris homestay, i love seventeen i love joshua and also i love nuest bye, kpop is the best thing to cheer me up.
• 3101: goodbye january, feeling meh, i was a crying fucking mess bc of absolutely everything that i love, it rained so much, i just want this week to be over.
• 0102: im a pile of garbage and everything sucks a book by me, lol im throwing up again thats great it was just what i needed in this amazing week am i RIGHT, the only good thing in my life rn is deadass seventeen (and nuest and wanna one), idk man i just need to rest and to get better and my head hates me and i * * *, things to distract me.
• 0202: so glad that the week is over, so much rain, got home early, i love seventeen more than anything, IU IS THE CUTEST HUMAN BEING THAT EVER WALKED ON EARTH IM SCREAMING SHES SO FUCKING CUTE.
• 0302: i love seventeen with every fiber of my being im so glad that they exist and theyre the most important people in the world to me and they deserve all the happiness and success, in other news my internet hates me, i miss minhyun, grace and frankie, never watch movies that makes you paranoid before sleeping kids.
• 0402: i should have slept more, choi seungcheol, lotj is actually so wrong???? my poor babies, grace and frankie, lmao.
• 0502: im sick AGAIN i felt so bad all day and had a fucking fever it was the greatest, seventeen comeback the best thing is2018 so far!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i lobe my family with all of my heart, lol i was a fucking mess i didnt even feel like a proper human being tbh, i just want peace, and for the week to be over.
• 0602: feeling awful, didnt go to work, i just wanna be healthy again, grace and frankie, catching up on kpop stuff.
• 0702: everything is shitty including myself: a guide by me.
• 0802: im feeling better thank god but my throat is still killing me, getting shit done, tired of stupid stuff, grace and frankie, i HATE PLEDIS.
• 0902: so much better!!!!!, the day went by so fast, i am the queen of stalling, grace and frankie, the week is over i want to thank not only god but jesus.
• 1002: i was so excited but i ended the day so sad lol, my cats are dumb, rip my money, i cant eat very well ofc im back at this bullshit, dont drink kids.
• 1102: i love seventeen, feeling all kinds of sad, catching up on stuff, i love grace and frankie, migraine is back on full force.
• 1202: tired, shitty, catching up on kpop stuff, pizza, disposable.
• 1302: i just want all of this to go away i just want to feel good and happy again, im so tired, trying to discract myself, idk what to do anymore tbh, lol this is such a downer im gonna stop.
• 1402: last day home, talking stuff out with friends, crying so much bc of p101 s1 lol im a lost cause, trying to push myself out of this shit thing, cleaning my room.
• 1502: back to work, feeling better, hwang minhyun is everything to me also choi seungcheol and ofc kim jonghyun, im a soft mess theres no going back from this my friends, im in the last season of grace and frankie im so sad.
• 1602: stressed bc people wont listen to me, honestly im very tired and done with all this shit, cried so much bc of nuest i love them to death, the weather in this city is crazy, one day at a time.
• 1702: its tiring not let things get to you, i love wanna one and nuest and seventeen, spend way too much time watching one youtube channel, produce 101 season 2 ep 8 aka the episode that i cried the most the first time and now i rewatched and cried one (1) time for like five minutes im proud, im so soft.
• 1802: kim jonghyun.
• 1902: so tired of everything, even my body is done with me, just want to shut everything out, i just want to feel happy again, im grateful for seventeen and leticia.
• 2002: still feeling meh, but being productive, also watched a lot of sewoon's stuff i LOVE HIM SO MUCH, choi seungcheol is the love of my life, mending things with my best friend.
• 2102: doing nothing half of the day, i wish i was healthier, the weather is all over the place, feeling better but then not that much at the end of the day lol is bc of this shit that i sleep early, anyway started idol producer HERE WE GO AGAIN.
• 2202: bored as all fuck, a little stressed and tired with work but feeling better overall, my arm hurtssssss, kang yebin is the #1 woman in my heart, grace and frankie.
• 2302: fuck all of this.
• 2402: slept a lot, read a lot, pretend that i was okay a lot lol, not gonna let this drag me back into a hole, its gonna get better.
• 2502: im trying to lessen the amount of negativity and sadness that i put on to here despite being what i feel most of the time so lol lets ignore all the bad stuff, i love yebin and minkyung so much pls, blackpink house, super junior: *is stupid and say nothing coherent and just diss each other half the time* me: *crying with laughter within 2 seconds of watching anything with them*, i finished grace and frankie what do i do now.
• 2602: night goblin is getting canceled im DEVASTATED, my life in a nutshell: answering work emails in one tab reading fanfic in the other this is the adult life, the weather was fucking crazy, walking and walking AND WALKING A LITTLE MORE, man i love seventeen so much i KNOW (believe me i do) that i say this way too much but its honestly the thing that keep me sane.
• 2702: MY LEFT ARM HURTSSSSSS I CANT DO ANYTHING BC MY EXISTENCE MAKES HIM HURT WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS, had no internet whatsoever at work, im back with my sim city bullshit, directors cut is FINALLY on spotify thanks pledis it was literally your job, i need to catch up on sleep.
• 2802: money!!!!!! bless, i love seungcheol i hate joshua, so much rain, one day at a time, goodbye february youre not gonna be missed.
• 0103: feeling better!! hope this shit lasts, i have money again another blessed feeling, i love sewoon and i love youngmin and i love donghyun, so much one day at a time, i honestly don't know what the fuck i did for half of the day.
• 0203: well things dont usually last, SO MUCH RAIN LIKE S O MUCH, solving shit and more shit to solve lol, hyoris homestay, i love soonyoung?????
• 0303: a relaxing day bless, calmed my mind and rested my fucking arm, hyoris homestay, one day at a time, milho cozido.
• 0403: sweet sunday, hyoris homestay im almost done with the first season im gonna miss jieunnnnnn my tiny little precious love plsss i love her so much is this how jungkook feels, also i DEVOURED one day at a time???? im almost done with it too :( i cried and i laughed and i love all the characters so much, it was clearly a very productive weekend, lets be positive shall we.
• 0503: me before sleeping: lets be positive. me when i wake up: *throwing up like theres no tomorrow* OH WELL, being productive at work, RAAAAAAINNNNN SO MUCH RAINNNNN WHYYYY, my arm and my wrist are fucking killing me, i love wanna one so freaking much its gonna hurt like hell in the end of the year.
• 0603: i wish i could just stop being sick pls, solving shit and get more shit to solve yay work is great, i love everything that produce 101 brought to my life, i breathed i promise you i didnt think it would be this way tbh, finished one day at a time IM SAD GIVE ME MORE.
• 0703: i was so tired and i don't understand why???? i slept more than normal so stop this shit, my arm and my wrist are annoying: a never ending tale, being productive!!!!!! plssss let this continue!!!! but without all the problems, hyoris homestay i love the relationship between jieun and hyori and also sangsoon :( im sad that im finishing the first season, catching up on book related videos.
• 0803: idk why am i feeling as tired as i am lol but it can stop by now, eating better, my arm is worst tho, jessica jones is back!!!!, sooyoung is so cute.
• 0903: i need to train my patience, when will the rain stop, unhealthy food, i love minhyun so freaking much, hyoris homestay.
• 1003: my eyebrows can finally breath, hyoris homestay, jessica jones, its so hard for me to feel good and actually feel happy and even then people try to step on that bc no one cares lol, when out with friends and got my mind of things tho.
• 1103: sundays are always for resting, finished the first season of hyoris homestay (cried like a little kid), la casa de papel, catching up on things, i love minhyun and jonghyun so fucking much.
• 1203: everything is hard.
• 1303: distracting myself to try to feel better, life is really hard, but booseoksoon is debuting so theres THAT EXCELLENT THING HAPPENING, also i love seventeen so much i was watching the unreleased clips from ofd and :(((i love themmmmm alsooooo i loveeee jrennnnn my cuties, buying a new book thats gonna arrive in like twenty years bc everything HATES ME.
• 1403: welp i woke up to the news that jbj is not extending their contract and its gonna d*sb*nd on april im so fucking saddddd, its nuest 6th anniversary today in korea i love them with everything i have and i watched so much vlives of them, also was a little stressed with work whats new, my arm is better, hyoris homestay.
• 1503: so freaking hot, must learn to handle my stress, my arm is no longer better lol i did this to myself but i didnt have another choice??? i need to do stuff???????, i hate pledis, too much jessica jones.
• 1603: FIRST DAY OF NUEST CONCERT THEY CRIED SO MUCH AND SO DID I IT WAS BEAUTIFUL AND SO GOOD IM SOOOO FUCKING PROUD THEY DESERVE SO MUCH, i breathed nuest im not even gonna lie, but solving shit, it was so hot but then it rained like hell and i couldnt even get out of my work??? amazing day, things went a different direction.
• 1703: hyoris homestay, blackpink house, supertv, rewatching svt one fine day, a very productive day as we can see.
• 1803: kim jonghyun.
• 1903: throwing up again lol fun, work is hard, suspicious partner (finally got back to watching it), seventeen throwing each other under the bus on ameba tv is my new favorite thing, i need my hand to stop fucking with me.
• 2003: work is stressful, i love seungcheol with all of my heart, went out for a drink with a friend (ended up crying lol), minhyun talking about nuest and jonghyun saying that nuest are five i feel so BLESSED, thankful for larissa tbh.
• 2103: i hate my bookstore pls i just want my books, work and adulting is a very wild combination, booseoksoon debut!!!! im so happy for my babies, hyoris homestay, can this week just be over already.
• 2203: slowwwww dayyy but i was in such a good mood tho, junk food, a lot of level up project, i love my cats, brooklyn nine nine.
• 2303: people that dont do their job properly is really stressful, level up project, sushi, finally friday, book related videos.
• 2403: waking up way to early, blackpink house, hyoris homestay, level up project, a whole lot of youtube videos againnnn.
• 2503: theres more medicine in my body than anything else at this point tbh, so sleepy, way to me youtube videos, jessica jones, in so much painnnnn.
• 2603: p a i n s o m uc h pa in, it was a terrible day, also i cant eat bc of this fucking pain, but at least one of my books arrived, tbh i just feel pain.
• 2703: ❀ i feel like shit ❀, lol it was a horrible day all around but anyway, suspicious partner, i am consuming so much youtube it is probably a bad thing, scythe.
• 2803: lol nope.
• 2903: an awful start of the day but anywhos lets focus on the good, choi seungcheol is my entire world, went to the dentist by myself!!!! anesthesia is both a blessing and a curse, a whole lot of suspicious partner, no work for 3 days!!! thank god.
• 3003: i just want my brain to calm the fuck down and let me LIVEEEEEE like a normal person pls, its hard yk but im trying i swear that i am, finished suspicious partner, i breathed level up project, brooklyn nine nine.
• 3103: its hard so fucking hard, p101 s1 after way too many time and cried like a fucking bitch like always, hyoris homestay is the best thing ever, its consuming me again and i cant deal with it, finished a book so yay.
• 0104: breathe, read half of a book, finished jessica jones, i wish i didnt have to work tomorrow, lets do this.
• 0204: i was in a better mood!!!, doing shit but also so much shit to solve i hate workkkkk, but i got home early, also finished a fucking book in two days???, alsooo mother is heartbreaking.
• 0304: work is h a r d can this just be easy and work the fuck out without any problem please, march wrap ups, i love seventeen and i love pentagon, also i love kang yebin and i love hwang minhyun, im a little hyper lol.
• 0404: doing stuff!!!!!, level up project, jbj honbab, i love seventeen? yes i do, even more hyper lol idk why too.
• 0504: burger king for lunch, i love jbj :(, working all over town and going home early, hyoris homestay, avocado smoothie.
• 0604: the end of the week wooo, solving shittttt thank god, sushi, i love seventeen so much those boys are everything to me, i feel like i can finally take a breath.
• 0704: its dangerous outside the blankets, jessika's birthday party, i love my friends, but listen kids dont jump in the pool if you dont have any other clothes ok, fun day.
• 0804: LISTEN FIRST THINGS FIRST I LOVE 2HYUN WITH MY WHOLE ENTIRE HEART THEYRE EVERYTHING TO ME AND IM SO HAPPY THAT THEY EXIST i wish that this shit wouldnt be like a fucking novel so dramatic, so much pain in my hands, level up project, apple pie, riverdale.
• 0904: so much work, my hands hurt so bad, reading, i love wanna one with all my heart, too much guac lol.
• 1004: we love a good * attack in the middle of the day for no reason at all dont we, also stress, but also money!!!! (but also bills yikes), idk it was a weird day, its so hot my allergies are going to kill me go away.
• 1104: life is so fucking unpredictable, work work work, my * is determined to fuck with me honestly stop, run bts and level up and uzzu tape (i think i like kpop realitys/varietys a little too much), i love seventeen and im so grateful for them bc they mean so much to me and they help me so much.
• 1204: my eyesight is pretty bad im mad, work would be easier if everything WORKED OUT WELL, too much uzzu tapes, i became such an emotional mess i almost cried like 10 times today over random shit, eating!!!!!!!!!!!
• 1304: thought i was gonna finish some problems at work but guess what i didnt lol, went to the dentist, i was in pain all night it was wonderful, uzzu tape, svt club is the best thing.
• 1404: slept a lot, please like me, going out with friends, freaking out bc of going out with friends isnt * amazing lol, wish i could talk about some shit and feel free.
• 1504: the chillest of days, slept a lot, also a whole lot of wjsn, a leaders photoshoot???? count me the fuck in, im feeling good.
• 1604: stress, but also in a good mood!!!, i breathed wjsn and BONAAAAAAA MY BABYYYY, nuest comeback news and probably pristin too!!!!! finally pledis!!!, a little hyped.
• 1704: cried like a bitch bc of jbj im SO sad that they are already disbanding it wasnt supposed to be like this :( i love them so much, s t r e s s, the dentist again (you should never complain about something that eases your pain bc life is CRUEL is the leason i learned today), finally obsidio is in my hands, finished a book!!!
• 1804: kim jonghyun.
• 1904: A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL in one of the most complicated shit ive ever done at work omg is like a full series of drama by now, kcon japan stages, going off work later than normal but its okay, i dont think im capable of loving anything more than seventeen at this point my dude, also i love suju so much anything that i see i almost die laughing.
• 2004: i went to work for like 3 hours and i did nothing THAT productive lol, my neurologist saying that im doing a lot better thanks @ brain im so happy, reading so much, hyoris homestay, i love jbj so freaking much :(
• 2104: honestly why am i such a softy i cried watching p101 s1 and cried like a fucking child watching the diamond edge cut for carats lol when will i STOP, dangerous outside the blankets, wjsn show (i lovethem SO MUCH), i watched so much stuff it was a Relax and Recover day, my hands hurt again whyyyyy.
• 2204: i love sundays, kim jiyeon, half of my life at this point is wjsn help, please like me, it was a great weekend.
• 2304: i love jbj so freaking much im so sad :(, some * over things at work but it was fine, pelase like me, reading, idek how the day passed tbh.
• 2404: lol my head is a fucking mess i probably should have saw it coming but thats the beauty of this fucking shit right, finally solved the most problematic and long thing at work now i can be in Peace, a lot of youtube videos, please like me, little house in the forest.
• 2504: productive day, did so much stuff lol, clean hair equals good mood, roommate, a whole lot of please like me.
• 2604: a bad day.
• 2704: not that much work, crying like a bitch bc of nuest but WHATS NEW, wanna one possibly going to brazil im flipping my shit, stress and more stress, meng meiqi.
• 2804: so much fucking stress and * why are people like this i just want peace and to be able to live calm and happy, babysitted my cat all day tho, hyoris homestay, very very very tired the majority of the day was ok but the morning and the night was a fucking hell i just wanted to rest for four days why cant i, finished a book at least.
• 2904: welp slept for 4 hours so it was a GREAT start, so much fucking stress not even my body cant take it anymore, But In A Good Note idk i love seventeen????, dont really know the fuck i did today tbh, i just want PEACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
• 3004: baby steps, my cat is so fucking cute, mood all over the place, the handmaids tale, age of youth.
• 0105: everything was fine until it wasnt anymore lol, tired of every single thing, butanyway i love stray kids, a whole lot of b99, and age of youth.
• 0205: a hard day, idk man everything is a mess, tired, i love choi seungcheol with my whole entire heart :(, taking stuff out of my chest.