CANCER

it was so good while it lasted

can you blame me for wanting more?

can you blame me for not getting past it

after everything that happened before?

his hell was my heaven

wish i could stay there forever

but he always pulls you back into his black hole

and i'm not like you

i can't live this lie

you lose sleep at night

trying to convince yourself everything is fine

but you can't erase the pain he caused me

you can't expect me to forgive him

when i close my eyes

i picture you leaving

he's a poison in your veins

a cancer quietly creeping in

and now it's spread to everything.