VICIOUS CYCLES

i've been writing about things that aren't real

'cause i've been feeling things just for the need to feel

anything that reminds me i'm alive

falling in love with every stranger i kiss in the dark

and getting over it after a few nights

and i'm sick of feeling so much

but not feeling anything at all

i tell myself it's all in my mind

but it feels so real at the time

it never lasts but i let myself believe this time it might

two weeks go by

and everything is gone

so these vicious cycles

go on and on and on.