YOU CAN'T HAVE IT ANYMORE

months looking for me

when i was right in front of you

we were never meant to be

and in the end i knew

i know you want me to be sorry

well sorry, i'm not

now i'm the villain of your story

for not making you the centerpiece of my heart

and all our friends were only ever yours

they turned on me the second you walked out that door

and the irony of it all

is that i stayed this long for you

you made me miserable

and i was killing myself

trying to make it work

destroying my mental health

so you wouldn't get hurt

you ended it

hoping i'd beg for your love

and crawl at your feet

like i used to before

that's what you want

you can't have it anymore.