In the very first minutes of the year I cried, like all the past years I can remember. The difference was that I was crying for... happinnes. The days passed by and I was doing everything as I should, going for a true new beginning (poor innocent boy lol);

• Jan 18th:

We saw each other again and I miss that day so, so much. That same day he had his first photography classes while I waited for him for about 2 hours lol. After his classes we hung out, vised some places and took A LOT of photos. It was truly amazing, we had so much fun and I just want to do it again as soon as possible :(

• Jan 22th:

I went to the cinema with my mom and sister, an unusual event I'd say. Isabella used to work a lot and I used to study a lot by the time, so those moments were (are) rare. I enjoyed the time, but I remember feeling out of place every now and then and quite insecure. I don't like cinemas :p

Last, but not least, I think it was throughout January that I realized some really important things about me. Looking back, it seems like that was the begging of a new way of perceive and deal with the reality around me.