the little things you make my heart do.

• you always question what i see in you — that you could’ve seriously hurt me, that i was too good for you. yet there i was, not hesitating for a moment before giving you my everything and more. the truth is, i've never been so sure about anyone in my life. even if you had warned me sooner that someone else was also there at the time, i wouldn't have given up on chasing after you. i was drawn to you immediately, and that attraction only grew immensely in strength day after day. i knew i would be making the right choice if i chose to be with you, to choose you over the millions of people in this world. i knew you would be the one for me. i knew devoting my trust to you would be worth losing it. the moment something special sparked between us, i was only waiting to be cuffed by you. you're the best that i've ever had, the best that could ever happen to me. no matter what anyone says, you are good in my eyes and there's no way i can convince myself to see otherwise. there might've been bad decisions that you made from time to time, but that doesn't define you as a bad person. you're so much more than that and i know it. even those flaws and hidden parts of yours that i've yet to discover, i'd be honored to fall in love with the entirety of you. not just the good parts, not just the parts you choose to share with me — i want to love both the good and bad side of you because that's what truly makes you, you. i'm not afraid to uncover the true you. i won't run away. i can still recall may 2nd, 2018 as clear as day, waking up in the middle of the night only to fall back asleep with the widest smile on my face after receiving your confession. i swear to you, i spent the next day massaging my cheeks for aching so terribly when i realized that you gave me the benefit of the doubt. and i'm still here, falling for you deeper and deeper for you each day. i wonder how it's even possible for me to be so crazily in love with you. to wake up to the thought of the same person every morning, to spend countless days pulling an all-nighter just to be with you a little longer, to my heart losing its ability to act under control, to nearly tumbling on the floor over the small messages we exchange on various platforms, i didn't think any of those things would come true before i met you. before i knew it, my tiny puppy crush had turned into me falling in love with you and not being able to get back up. thank you for being patient when it takes ages for me to make the first move. from being too shy to kiss you back the first time to dragging an hour to say three words through my mic, you've always given me the patience i needed. thank you for helping me grow into a better person and learning new lessons with me as we spend more and more days together.