"the fucking flaws in your life are perfect"

• to me
• to someone

• urgh, why
• why
• why
• shit
• whyyyyyyyy
• i am safe nowhere so i will cry here

• i sleep
• i inebriate - to life, and beyond
• lend me a ~spark
• i used to read
• i want to have passion for something again

• i feel fucking dizzy
• i'm so fucking aware of everything
• make it stop

• this kind of duuumb
• look in my blackberry, that is where my life is
• yes, that's me in the icon!
• i need to color my hair again

• lsfjlskflfs
• new closet shelf organizer
• cover fx foundation
• mocassins
• SWEATSHIRTS
• those gray framed glasses i was eyeing (lol pun) at the eye doctors today ;_;
• banquet frozen dinner pies
• headphones
• um sanity

• learn how to play the ukelele
• learn french
• take up knitting with lynna
• watch documentaries
• read more
• take and pass my calc 152 summer class
• go to some shows
• see death cab, los camp!, etc
• movies, with movie buffs again
• paris, france
• go on a date
• shed my cynicism

because i'm dead, worthless, nothing

• skip, one last time
• call, please, call the number tiffany
• schedule a meeting
• stop
• get better

before tentative bedtime of midnight/1ish

• put away clothes, while jamming to some old tunes
• finish watching misfits series 2
• write obligatory confessional post on tumblr
• read some harry potter, until i...
• fall asleep