desperate attempts to amuse myself during an extensive void of time.

• shop
  • slippers
  • bookshelf
  • hanging lamp
  • gifts for friends
  • various shelves
  • knee high and thigh high socks in white, black, grey, beige
  • jeans that are tight in the waist and loose on my legs (this is a seemingly impossible find as all jeans I encounter are either skintight "jeggings" or just excessively large)
  • slightly loose fitting thermal long-sleeve shirts
  • new pins for my black peacoat
  • a new large hard-bound black notebook
  • sneakers
  • a reusable water bottles (without a scary "sheen")
  • a new auxiliary cable
• restyle my hair (maybe cut it all off again?)
• rent (and buy) movies and books from the library
  • avoid sitting in front of the television for prolonged periods of time
  • keep wi-fi disabled to prevent myself from using the internet entirely
• explore local thrift shops
• visit Kristen in Long Island
• hang out with: Jesse, Katie, Margaux, Kim, Julianne, and Matt
• look for short-term babysitting jobs
• research long-term job options in Manhattan
• eat healthy/potentially lose five pounds (this won't actually happen)
• paint/make art (this also won't actually happen)
• educate myself on DMT extraction
• completely cure my body of extraneous ailments
• use only homemade shampoo recipe to "restore natural oils" and get the greasy period over with whilst being cooped up at home (this is attempt number 897 to give my hair some substance)
• plan my summer
• finish tailoring all of the salvation army dresses I bought this summer