365 days. 12 months. 1 year.

• at first, i thought why you? out of other five people, you. i couldn't believe myself; i fell for you, thinking that i shouldn't.

seven months after and a part of me felt tired of hiding us, actually i didn't want to hide my feelings from the very first day. i just knew that you would make me yours in no time; but being the stupid coward i was, i chose to try turning your lights off.

the day when i gave up on being weak, i felt free; you made me strong again & capable of breathing the lukewarm thin air of your aura. you've been in the dark for so long but chose to be my light, the comfortable feeling of being taken care of & the soothing hot tea of my cold breezed nights.

you made me again&begin

that day was the day of a fresh start and hopefully it was a remarkable good date for you too. i was able to see you under the sunlight and then all of our afternoons had their outstanding cool weather of the spring days we've wished for during those months of cruel winter. the cherry blossoms were no longer dry, they were all in bloom in our secret flower&fruit garden. however, our cherry blossoms are now flowering forever, because our love is the eternal spring.

• august 1th, 2016. the exact date of our beginning.

i remember contemplating the bright presence of you, wondering why it never have been so clear like that before in front of my pupils.

• my eyes went wide
• my heart was beating out of my chest
• the denial wave washed me
• but i fell for your light

when have you decided to make me yours? i don't care now, because i'm so glad you did. all the pain made me tremble, but the soft sound of your song healed the wounds; i got lost only to be found.

you've put me under your spell,

and got me addicted to your smell

i am now lying in your embrace

and you've become my saving grace.

here's to a long time, from iz.