• my favorite fruit is watermelon. During coivd, jaydan bought me a whole watermelon. I never told her it was my favorite.
  • mone always knows when im about to cry.
  • am i ever going to be good enough?
  • how much stuff have i suppressed?
  • how much of my issues are just me victimizing myself?
  • my dad one time told me I was “a joy to have as a daughter.”
  • I don’t know if my mom is an ally? She makes constant gay jokes and really seems chill and honestly watches rupiahs drag race, but the night that my parents found out about my feelings, she made me watch a talk and asked when I was gonna get my patriarchal blessing.
  • does anyone miss me?
  • I’m the only one that gets to tickle jaydans stomach
  • maybe I’m mature enough to confront dumb fears, but I think I’m scared I’m still gonna be scared.
  • I held kailtyns face, and she held mine, and we sang to each other in the rain.
  • josh let me have his hoodie all the time when I was cold when we were younger. Why did he stop?
  • Mabel still thinks of me when she sees Star Wars.
  • I wonder if I’ll ever see Brooklyn again.
  • lindie got a chemical burn on her cornea and may be blind LMFAOOOOOOO
  • if I was reincarnated who was I in my previous life
  • why do the mantis shrimp punch so hard who let them
  • the one time I did emo makeup LMFAO
  • wil i ever be a true gamer
  • hadlee really told me months ago she's kind of uncomfy being touched when she sleeps but like the 3 memories I have from 5 am to 9 include her peeing and then coming back and then holding ME so idk I think that skind of iconic tho that just goes to show how much progress we've made in our friendship and that its okay now and I can really forgive myself
  • what would I look like blonde
  • what if I got a mullet
  • is my doggie doing okay?
  • how is that cute boy at Micheals doing now
  • ur mom
  • I have actually quite a few shots at relationships- I just get so scared and ghost and back out. I wonder why im so scared.
  • sometimes I feel like my family are strangers, or like I will be hanging out with someone and I go "I dont know you, do I?"
  • im always worried no one will ever truly know who I am. I dont think ive ever been truly vulnerable.
  • the way mabel always hugs me and doesn't let go
  • my waist being touched >>>>
  • starting to be open about my trauma
  • Libby deserves the world
  • people are actually obbsessed with me- and without realizing it, ive impacted almost everyone I know
  • last nights dream??? I was standing in the middle of a lake, surrounded by some gorgeous mountains and aqua water, and I was playing my favorite songs on the piano- and I was happy
  • my dad constantly thinks of sending me away.
  • I dont think I have ever really been innocent.
dec 19 2021 ∞
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