• my future

I don’t know if I should stay in town and finish my senior year, take a gap year and work, or just start college in the fall. So much to do

• do I have any actual friends or am I just someone people feel bad for and invite along
• my sexuality
• how to love my dad
• how to manage real world relationships?????
• bruh one day I’m a skinny legend the next I’ve got fingers in the back of my throat make up ur mind smh dumb stupid body
• my boss is retiring am I gonna lose my job
• I need to see an OBGYN because my cooter is having problems!!
• how do I help Libby?
• how to get motivation to take care of yourself??
• honestly, I don’t know how to feel abt my relationship with hadlee anymore. You know? I’m like- glad she’s growing up and moving on and it’s not like she was like “friendship over” but it’s obvious somethings changed. How do I react to that? I want to angry and I want to be mad, like how I was with Kyleigh when she cut me off. I want to be confused and cry and think calling her names and think I can “grow from this” would help. But I DO understand. We talked, she still cares about me, she doesn’t hate me, but I’m still grieving. I just want everything to hurry up so I can prove myself and feel like I still have friends and I myself can be a good person and consistent again.