- For everything I overlook, I'm driven away. Peace is put on hold. It takes one to care to want peace, but it takes less to reject it. 
 
    - I haven't minded what isn't home inside, but it's my dysfunctional home. I end up traveling far, screaming and shouting, but with just echoes, it's too much to bother anymore. 
 
    - My head is the perfect storm. 
 
    - Hold it in. 
 
    - Blow up. 
 
    - Throw it all out. 
 
    - I don't care. I can hold it against myself all I want. I can rage and lash out and be that whiny two year old we all know we are at heart. 
 
    - My nights are divided, as well as my being. 
 
    - I tug my hair to the opposite side for something new and that's as crazy as it gets. 
 
    - I'll debate and be so sure I'm right. I'll present my evidence and win, but I really lost because almost instantaneously, I gain a different perspective. 
 
    - Equal hemispheric dominance of the brain takes great strength. 
 
    - I think the devil exists as we have created him in our own image and likeness. 
 
    - I've been at war with myself between to love and to hold, and to fight and fuck myself over. 
 
    - I'm calm and I'm frenzied. I'm superior and inferior. I'm composed and I'm a wreck. 
 
  
            oct 11 2012 ∞
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