17 (07/09/08) - INTP - RLUEI - life path 8

𖤖 𖠘 𖠶 𖡎 𖡊 𖡹 𖢅 𖢄 𖢨 𖥓 𖤒 𖤫 𖦄 𖥚 𖤜 𖤒 𖤖 𖠘

ME:

• i'm actually so terrible at telling people about myself this whole thing sounds like a parody of something its so goofy
• YES my real honest to goodness government name is ayana NO i do not care what happens to me after saying that . thank you
• the most random admixture on this planet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! proudly west indian (🇻🇬🇻🇮) (fun fact yall my grammy is the only relative i have from the islands the rest of my family is COUNTRY, COUNTRY as hell i just like the idea of looking cooler to strangers online 🥴)/ indigenous
• bible belt inhabitant (oklahoma)
• girlthing, she ↭ they + bi
• i am thoroughly uninterested in keeping in contact/getting buddy buddy with people online because there's no joy in it for me anymore so if you're thinking about talking to me ..... idk .. like maybe don't ? 😭
• i like doing old lady stuff like sewing and gardening
• I play the electric guitar and am currently teaching myself how to play the piano .. i play by ear cause I can't be bothered to learn sheet music
• i am an enjoyer of many MANY things but my main interests are 80s music (especially obscure bands and post-punk), knickknacks and trinkets, old tech, older/eclectic fashion, history, esotericism, anatomy (I ❤︎ guts especially 😻), and my characters cough TIKMMY hurk achoo what
• i am a melophile!!!!! i listen to everything!!!!!!! I LOVE MUSIC!!!!!!!!! i'm always up for any music recommendations if you have any!!!!!
• i say things like retard and retarded a lot cause I can obv so if you don't like that don't interact because i'm DEF not about to stop saying it because some internet random feels uncomfortable THANKS!
• i have a few things wrong with me that really mess with how i interact with people (it's extra, extra hard for me to articulate myself in a coherent way + i have social anxiety) + i'm also pretty slow in the mind/BIF so keep that in mind if i come off some kind of way . erm . communication is not my strong suit . it is my weakest suit in fact ☝🏾 i am egregiously bad at explaining things and its incredible how hard it is for me to correctly convert my thoughts into words so if i say something that doesn't make a lot of sense this is why !
• i also have the worst memory known to man i am so forgetful oh my gosh
• also side note bc I'm tired of people doing this don't EVER vent to me/come to me with your problems go get yourself a therapist and leave me alone i am not here to help you !!!!!!!!
• (toyhouse) my actions are very kneejerk/impulsive, especially when i'm browsing profiles for whatever reason; sometimes i do things one second and forget that i did the next so if we haven't interacted before and i suddenly sub or favorite a character of yours, just know that it was most likely not genuine and i don't actually want to interact with you bae 😝
• yeah that's about it

ART/OCS:

• all my ocs live in a void .......
• dark themes are frequent/commonplace in what i make blah blah blah full trigger/content warnings are on my th . i tag heavy blood/gore and generally sensitive content (this includes self harm scars healed or not), nothing else
• i primarily focus on my own characters
• it's REALLY hard for me to become invested/interested in any media (video games, tv series, etc) unless it's music related, concerns my characters, or if it has a good storyline so don't expect to see much fanart or fan characters from me
• my characters have a LOTTTTTT of myself put into them and help me deal with past experiences so i would really appreciate not having heavy inspiration taken from them lawl
• as mentioned above and literally everywhere else i am a major music enjoyer so be prepared to see a lot of references to music i like and audio players on my character's profiles (I have a song for every story and every character!!! 😃😀)
• i have a strong fondness for anything mid-late 20th century related (mainly the 80s), which i have loved since i was small - a few stories of mine take place in that era
• my characters are all huge works in progress. Nothing is set in stone, and designs/personalities/names/storylines are subject to change. A lot of change
• i don't have an art style 😿 do not talk to me about having an inconsistent style unless your art looks like it's drawn by 20 different people each time you post ion wanna hear it!
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