- My Great Grandpa Joe playing with my feet when I was six months old.
- Building our own house.
- Playing catch with my dad in the yard.
- Driving to Nebraska from Missouri to pick up my German Shepard puppy.
- The words my friend Ricky spoke, that turned my thoughts away from suicide.
- The words my friend Josh spoke, that made me accept not just the past, but who I am.
- The day I was diagnosed with Endometriosis.
- When I lost my virginity.
- When I met my Natalie in person for the first time.
- When I proposed to Natalie in front of our insane Naru-tarded community.
- The way my Grandmother squeezed my hand for the last time before she passed away.
- The love of all my pets, and their trust and faith and love they gave and give to me.
- When I went to my first funeral and said goodbye to my aunt Wasolee, and realized for the first time as a child what it meant to die.
- When my tonsil incisions ruptured open and I was laying in the floor, feeling the cold travel slowly up my finger tips as I looked over at the growing pool of blood beside me.
- My trip with my parents to the Atlantis Resort in the Bahamas.
- All of the times I've spent cosplaying and at conventions with my friends.
- All the wonderful and open talks that I've ever had with my mother.
- The trip with my Grandpa from Santa Barbara, CA to Springfield, MO.
- Cooking fried eggs with my Great Grandma Tennie when I was 3.
- The sensation of holding Natalie in my arms as she falls asleep
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