- 135 Seoul
- Sehun is a photograph, a photographer, a killer, a ghost searching for a place in the world.
- 21
- again and again
- Sehun helps Luhan remember, again and again.
- alphabet ☆
- Twenty-six episodes, twenty-six moments in the intersected lives of SeHun and LuHan, defined by words, in turn defined by moments, all in alphabetical order.
- and all he loved (he loved alone) ☆
- Luhan contained an entire universe that Sehun had yet to know; and when fate pulls the strings, the whole world must dance.
- and baby i breathe you ☆
- luhan takes and takes while sehun glues him back back together, piece by jagged-edged piece until his hands bleed and he can’t tell if the crimson between his fingers is his or luhan’s. it’s the perfect arrangement.
- a tangible thing, this distance
- most of all, love is beyond separation.
- autumn rain
- because I hurt you, and you just hurt me back, and that’s never going to end
- beauty in the breakdown ☆
- "i love you, though," sehun says and he's said it thirteen times, and he'll probably yell it a million more because he knows luhan can't resist him.
- blank canvas ☆
- Lu Han is a solitary artist experiencing the woes of first love.
- count to five and promise me
- Luhan has never believed in long distance relationships. Until he met Sehun.
- dreaming for eternity ☆
- Spinning and pain. More spinning. More pain. And then everything went black.
- dreamwalkers ☆
- empty lots
- There's something contradictory about long distance relationships. The sheer, unadulterated joy in the little things when they're together. Being able to reach out and take his hand, to stand shoulder to shoulder on the train, to make him buy the bubble tea since he is the hyung, after all, and that's how it's done here. And then the crush of goodbye, of "I'll see you soon". The voice that doesn't sound quite as nice over the phone as it does in person. The agony of waking up alone. Love is the only constant, and Sehun has a hard time deciding whether or not that's okay.
- even the all-seeing sometimes fall blind
- Luhan hated the smell of hospitals.
- finding heaven ☆
- Lu Han is looking for heaven.
- finding the right words ☆
- Luhan gives Sehun a pocket dictionary.
- frequency
- In 1998, a boy falls in love with a voice on an old radio. In 2098, a boy sings to the only frequency he can find.
- guard my body, guard my heart
- hearts
- When Luhan is twenty and Sehun is seventeen, he hands the younger boy a box wrapped beautifully in multicoloured paper and scarlet ribbons.
- hold it together
- in which sehun is not looking for, or seeking recovery.
- i closed my mouth (and spoke to you in a hundred silent ways) ☆
- retrouvaille(noun) the joy of meeting or finding someone again after a long separation; rediscovery
- i see you
- in which sehun can see dead people and he thinks luhan shares his ability too.
- juxtaposition and symmetry
- In which, SeHun has an affinity for English and a loathing for Math, while LuHan is a Math nerd that hates English.
- l'amor a l'avinguda
- They take the walk of love.
- less than three, promise me
- In which Lu Han channels his longing for Sehun into an obsession with calculus and subsequently drives everyone insane.
- let's see who falls in love first
- in which luhan comes home, sehun doesn't run to greet him, and luhan knows why.
- letter from a stranger
- Luhan doesn’t get much international mail, so when he opens his black metal cubby to find an envelope addressed to him in Korean, he has to stare at it for a moment to realize what language it is.
- lost and insecure
- Luhan had once told him that the best days of their lives were the ones where they could feel that even if the world were to end at that very moment, it would still be alright.
- love like this
- Sometimes, sometimes, Sehun tries not to think about Lu Han, too much.
- moonlight iridescence ☆
- When love is just a shout into the void, oblivion is inevitable and the moon will fade off into the distance, leaving the sun to swallow the only earth that they'll ever have.
- my world keeps spinning (it's like i can't stop thinking about you)
- there comes a time in every life when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your heart.
- never say goodbye ☆
- Sehun has separation anxiety and Luhan leaves little notes trying to soothe the other's soul.
- now my feet won't touch the ground
- Five years on, EXO disbands. Lu Han spends another three years lying to himself before he finds his way back home again.
- of rabbits, wizards, and the language of flowers ☆
- In which, LuHan is the lonely golden boy, and SeHun is a rabbit with feelings.
- opposite sides of the spectrum ☆
- with so many different worlds and different futures laid out before you, what will be your choice?
- oubliette
- there are two types of people in the world – the ones who say goodbye and lets go, and ones who say goodbye but never really lets go.
- playlist
- It also pains him that after all their time together, he has only now fallen in love with LuHan.
- powder white ☆
- Sehun tuned out again, his eyes only lighting up when a familiar hand rose. His tongue darted out to wet his lips. He knew that hand.
- reasons why luhan is perfect ☆
- Lu Han is Sehun's roommate and Sehun has a list of reasons why he is perfect.
- redamancy
- just a little glimpse of domestic!hunhan
- saving you
- sehun doesn't know how to help lu han, but he tries.
- shipwreck ☆
- I'm going to protect you until I die. I'm going to protect you even after that.
- sing of your firsts
- the firsts of their everything.
- sixty seconds is enough for this story ☆
- sehun walks to the east. luhan to the west.
- skipping in twelve ☆
- it’s how they met and fell in love in increments of twelve.
- stardust
- luhan carries stars in his pockets to paint galaxies on sehun's hands.
- stitch the skin together
- Both of them have soft palms, and fingers that fit perfectly together, and Sehun doesn’t want to let go as they leave the stage.
- sugar we're goin' down swinging ☆
- Sehun sells flowers and Lu Han reads way too much manga.
- take your dog for a walk even if you don't have one ☆
- lu han dispenses touches like candy. and he’s so adorable. sehun hates him. definitely maybe.
- the boy with nine petals ☆
- he finds a man, lost and broken, and lets him captivate him.
- the eight meanings of lost ☆
- The picture had cracked lines all over, ruining the ivory-coloured face of the boy in the picture. He was wearing a grey hood, and the top half of his face was unseen. There were slightly opened soft pink lips, and blue tears that streamed down two sides and met at the curve of the sharp chin.
- the fountain of youth
- years later, luhan is still eternally 18 but sehun isn’t.
- the mornings after the nights before (seem a little darker each time)
- the night is so dark (only because the day is so bright) ☆
- they're made for life out in the human world, coloured metal walking amongst breathing flesh. all of them, that is, but one.
- the nights without you ☆
- Although they are EXO, they are One, Lu Han’s in M and Sehun’s in K and in the nights without Lu Han, Sehun feels no indication that they’re actually in the same group.
- there are thousands of path that lead nowhere (you just have to find one that does)
- in which luhan thinks he has his life figured out, and then sehun comes along and knocks some sense into him.
- there is no dusk to be, there was no dawn that was ☆
- Lu Han lives in a teahouse and creates dreams for other people. Sehun visits him one day and becomes Lu Han’s dream instead.
- there will come soft rains ☆
- They first notice the crack in the wallpaper. It stretches along the length of the living room wall, peeling back and curling in on itself like a weary saint. Behind the painted green vines and pink carnations, the ugly gray gash of plaster and cement stares angrily at the room's occupants. Accusing, accusing.
- three times twelve
- through the years and far away ☆
- Sehun is sent to the edge of the known universe, and Lu Han is left behind.
- tinnitus and mute button ☆
- Read them together, they are companion pieces. Basically about how Sehun and Luhan get into a car crash and how Luhan gives up his voice for one year to save Sehun, in which he can talk to everyone else but just not Sehun, or they would both die.
- to where you felt safe
- He is weary from life, but excited. He folds his hands, and waits.
- twitterpatted bliss
- “how lovely of you to say that, dear lulu. it’s called destiny, by the way."
- ugly christmas sweaters
- In which Luhan is paid to be insane, Tao is paid to be depressing, and Jongin and Sehun are paid to stand around shirtless. Kyungsoo is caught somewhere in the middle.
- up, up, and away ☆
- In which Lu Han is the boy that lives forever but Sehun wants to live.
- waiting for your heart
- In which Lu Han pretends.
- walking on the edge of the world ☆
- They're the only ones left in the world.
- wanderlust
- and you fill my life with pretty stars
- wasted daylight ☆
- Lu Han and Sehun live on opposite sides of the fence.
- we were destined to explode
- In which the subway can bring you anywhere you want.
- when we collide
- because there will never be enough hunhan fluff in the world. [sequel to redamancy]
- xeno
- xeno - n. the smallest measurable unit of human connection
- you are the hollow in my heart and the blood in my veins
- in which sehun looks like death and it takes a toll on both him and luhan.
- 你曾近爱过我,我目前还爱着你。 ☆
- Sometimes Luhan wishes it was him who had flown through the windscreen. That way he wouldn't have to experience losing Sehun's love.
- 只想和你一起走到底。
- it's just a matter of letting love take control.
- 回家
- luhan goes home with a boy again and again.
- 爱不只是一场游戏。
- to some, love is more than just a game.
- 血红的玫瑰/the crimson rose ☆
- I say love, it is a flower, And you ,its only seed.
sep 12 2012 ∞
jun 1 2015 +