- "ante-ro-gu-rey-du"
- This is what happens when Kyungsoo reads Anterograde Tomorrow.
- 150 ways to catch a kyungsoo
- In which Baekhyun and Chanyeol come up with 150 ways to catch a Kyungsoo.
- a beast in repose ☆
- A modern retelling of Beauty and the Beast.
- a love story ☆
- "Everyone knew of Kim Jongin but no one really knew him. And I still don't know him but I'd like to think that I knew something about him that most people wouldn't know. It wasn't that I stalked him, but he piqued my interest that I couldn't help but watch as his story began unfolding in my eyes."
- a taste of compulsion ☆
- By the second bite, just about everything tastes like pain.
- abstract affection
- Kyungsoo learns that there's something romantic about graffiti when looked at through the eyes of an artist, spoken of through the lips of a lover.
- after all, nothing is painless ☆
- pain will find a way to slip through
- all this time (i was waiting for you)
- The first time Kyungsoo meets Jongin, his father dies.
- and i'll smile to know you're mine ☆
- Kyungsoo and Jongin find their way back home.
- anterograde tomorrow ☆
- Kyungsoo is stuck in the hours while Jongin begs the seconds, because time stops for someone who can't remember and runs from someone who can't miss the last train home.
- an approach to dating ☆
- let's just say lu han's not the best resource.
- arbitrage ☆
- There are three tracks to Do Kyungsoo's life. Track A, trader at an investment bank. Track B, new recruit of a race crew called EXO. Track C... track C involves someone named Kai and a whole lot of bad decisions.
- athanasia ☆
- In which infinities are no more than illusions and remembrance.
- baby don't cry
- Finally, Kyungsoo and Jongin will stop running around and face their feelings for one another. But not before making things a little bit more complicated. Because hey, that's what they do.
- be still and know that i am here ☆
- Because it's hard to forget that underneath the starry galaxies, there lived a boy who loved Jongin as much as Jongin loved him. And when the universe's depraved ignorance remains, love lasts forever.
- blue
- Sky Blue. because Jongin feels like he's flying whenever he sees Kyungsoo.
- bright lights, pretty lights ☆
- butterfly
- caught between dreams and secret loves
- It was never meant to be anything more than a one-night-only fling, but when feelings become embroiled in it all, things can indeed spiral out of hand.
- challenge accepted
- Jongin has a porn collection and his computer crashes. Kyungsoo is his go-to tech repair. Challenges are thrown and met. Jongin blames it all on Chanyeol.
- chasing cars
- Kyungsoo runs. He runs after cars. So does Kai.
- color me with love ☆
- Whoever said that love was made of rainbows and sunshine must have been full of shit because the only colors Kyungsoo sees now are black, white, and red.
- comes and goes ☆
- Jongin is a wave that comes and goes until he meets Kyungsoo.
- countdown ☆
- Jongin sees the world in numbers.
- cross my fingers, hope to die
- damp
- Jongin really needs to learn to lock the bathroom when he showers.
- day by day ☆
- It’s cruel to die a little by little, day by day, knowing there’s nothing to do about it.
- dialtone from the moons
- The moons provide the service connection to the lonely telephone booth in the middle of nowhere. And Jongin has a call to make.
- dimming afterglow ☆
- he's an unconventional magician whose skills kyungsoo can't overlook
- don't close your eyes if you can't take control
- Think that the other half of the globe is also awake, so we’re not the only ones.
- don't forget me ☆
- He was ten when it first started happening.
- don't hold your love over my head
- Jongin wants more intimate time with Kyungsoo, but how to do it when the kids are always around? Jongin wants more intimate time with Kyungsoo, but how to do it when the kids are always around?
- eloquence
- Kyungsoo has always adored pretty words, especially when they belong to pretty lips.
- excuse you ☆
- there are a thousand and thirty-six ways of saying "i love you", but no one ever asks jongin what it's like to be in love with the boy who sings lullabies for dinner.
- expectations
- It's Kyungsoo that wants to escape.
- fatal ☆
- It took Jongin months to write that note. It began as a letter, then a short free verse poem. Then when stanzas and metaphors proved to be an insignificant means of expressing the tides of his heart, Jongin wrote a single phrase, one that beat on in his head with excitement. "My life is you and me."
- finest thing in history ☆
- Between struggling in university and working shifts at the restaurant, Jongin is fighting to bring his life together after his parents disown him. Meeting Do Kyungsoo, however, changes everything.
- free fall with me
- The way that Kyungsoo looks at him always makes Jongin's stomach lurch.
- freefall (into my arms)) ☆
- Kyungsoo walks a fine line between in and out of love every time Jongin opens his mouth.
- from here to home
- Kyungsoo is the back road in Jongin's life that he takes when he can no longer hear the music, his body numb and weak until warm hands bring him back to life.
- goodbye ☆
- Especially not for Kyungsoo.
- green apples ☆
- They've known each other for so long that Jongin doesn't know what it means to be without Kyungsoo.
- his favorite recipe
- Start with an unlucky boy. Add in a shitty best friend, a dreadful baking class, and its adorable teacher assistant. Stir, and you have Jongin's unconventional love life in the form of a deformed cake.
- i fear, i fear, 'twill prove a giddy world
- jongin leaps, and slowly (but surely) falls apart
- i see your empty lies (don't leave me)
- in another universe ☆
- Jongin makes many decisions in his life, decisions that create and destroy alternate universes. But they all have one thing in common. No matter the path, it leads to Kyungsoo.
- in my dreams (you're there with me)
- Kyungsoo sees Jongin in his waking hours and in his dreams. Sequel to 'caught between dreams and secret loves'
- inability
- Kyungsoo and Jongin started a summer love. But as the seasons wear on, the flame once ignited between the pair soon flickers.
- inevitable
- He didn’t know why he felt like this. Was it because he had seen this man at his most vulnerable state? Was it because he had held him in his arms while he cried, not once, but twice? Kyungsoo didn’t know why and he didn’t care. All that mattered was that he wanted to save him. He wanted to stop the pain.
- intersections ☆
- kyungsoo and jongin are not destined to meet.
- in the streetlights (you are my stage)
- at dawn he dances to a voice on the radio.
- iridescent (say that you'll love me only)
- “Some of us get dipped in flat, some in satin, some in gloss… But every once in a while, you find someone who’s iridescent, and when you do, nothing will ever compare.” --Wendelin Van Draanen
- it starts with an 'i' ☆
- Jongin and Kyungsoo don't do much, don't say much, but it is enough if, at the end of the day, they may lay together, dream together, and be together. (I think it's called love.)
- it's all go ne ☆
- Sometimes it's just too late.
- jaywalking
- Kai teleports. He teleports into bodies, and lives through them, in them.
- jinxed ☆
- Where Jongin thrives on practicality and avoids anything even slightly irrational and senior Kyungsoo (infamously known as the "Walking Jinx" is the very definition of irrational.
- jumping off a cliff
- Kim Jongin gets stuck in that tangled maze that is life. Do Kyungsoo is Jongin's way out.
- just leave me in pieces
- Kai pours out his feelings, but Kyungsoo’s response was not what he’d expected.
- keyboard smash my love ☆
- Chanyeol is convinced Kyungsoo is going to end up a lonely, old man with twenty cats and decides that online dating is the right choice for his socially-awkward friend. He probably should have asked Kyungsoo before signing him up, but isn't "signing up your friend for online gay dating with his credit card" on the list of things best friends can do? It's not? Oh well.
- layers of love ☆
- Kyungsoo is like a really good parfait. Jongin hates parfaits.
- let love in ☆
- The idea of falling in love is terrifying enough as is; the idea of falling in love with your best friend is simply unspeakable.
- like a disney movie ☆
- Kyungsoo falls sick and loses his voice one day at work so Baekhyun and Luhan play a practical joke on him that ends with more benefits than consequences.
- little delightful bites of toxicity
- Moments between Kyungsoo and Jongin are like these.
- lonely planet
- If there were specific days Kyungsoo would have to pick out of the week as his favourites, he would choose two of them. Wednesdays are a fleeting affair, and Friday simply sweeps him off his feet. Thursdays, though, haunts him beautifully as the tune of an untuned piano in the middle of their patio.
- memorizing mnemonics ☆
- kyungsoo is head over heels for jongin, enough said.
- messes we don't mind ☆
- Jongin and Kyungsoo do mindless things together, such as dancing in the darkness, singing at the top of their lungs, and falling in love.
- music in our veins, movement in our hearts
- my heart on your sleeve ☆
- So that Jongin never forgets just how much Kyungsoo loves him, he leaves him bits and pieces of them to hang on to until Kyungsoo comes back home.
- my muse ☆
- new message ☆
- Jongin, after playing a prank on his best friend Kyungsoo by pretending to be his secret admirer, finds that his joke has backfired when the two of them wind up going on a date. But is it really such a bad thing after all?
- night dancer
- Kyungsoo likes physics. He’s not cut out for things that science can’t prove, like love or feelings or ghosts, quite frankly.
- no sins as long as there's permission
- Kyungsoo is soft wide eyes, a trembling full mouth, plush thighs and a pert behind Jongin kneads in his hands as he swipes his tongue, slowly, almost painfully, into Kyungsoo’s mouth.
- one, two, tie your shoe
- Nursery rhymes are not to be messed with, especially when ghosts are involved.
- our way home ☆
- Jongin was made of nothing but cotton, glass eyes, fur and fabric. He was Kyungsoo's favorite teddy bear.
- out of the crystal blue ☆
- Jongin is destined to save the world, and all Kyungsoo can do is stay by his side until the very end.
- perception
- Alternate universes existed inside Kyungsoo's head.
- pythagorean
- Looks are not always what they seem, and when an oblivious Jongin is met with an unexpectedly powerful foe, a failed bet turns into a battle of wills - with both contenders determined to win.
- raindrops
- In which they've all grown up and gone separate ways - but some things will always be.
- remembering kyungsoo
- Monday is picking grapes out of fruit salads. Tuesday is running after stray balloons. Wednesday is forgetting a step in the dance. Thursday is falling in love. Friday, Saturday, and Sunday are staying in love.
- retrograded memories
- Jongin doesn’t forget about the name for life.
- reverse psychology
- In which Jongin really dislikes psychology, Kyungsoo dislikes Jongin, Luhan is an aspiring psychologist-to-be, and everyone knows about the reality of Jongin’s sad love life.
- right here waiting for you
- I hear the laughter, I taste the tears.
- say you're with me
- The keychain hits his wrist as he locks up, and he pushes away thoughts of Jongin's blinding smile when he'd given it to him, years ago. He has no right to be in his head, even now.
- scapegoat one
- How can 2 people be brought together by reoccurring dreams?
- scintilla ☆
- Kyungsoo has his eyes wide open, but he sees nothing.
- senpai noticed me ☆
- kyungsoo is a fanfic writer and jongin ships kaisoo because of reasons unknown to humankind.
- separation anxiety
- Kyungsoo's migraines return when his best friend leaves him.
- serendipitous encounters ☆
- This is either fate, or really bad luck. Or maybe, in Do Kyungsoo's case, both.
- shadows
- Kyungsoo hears voices in the shadows, yet no one else seems to hear them. Especially not Jongin.
- sick
- No one else notices but Jongin does.
- sketched into storybooks ☆
- Meet me twenty-two sentences into the last chapter.
- so fill me to the parting glass, goodnight and joy be with you all ☆
- so long
- This is why Kyungsoo smiles, takes Jongin's hand, tries to subtly coax his mind into believing in "now."
- so we meet again ☆
- This is not a romance, by definition. This is Kim Jongin, both too famous and too dense to write his own memoir. This is Kim Jongin, stumbling awkwardly back into love.
- something cheesy and clichéd
- In which Kai and Kyungsoo have an exceedingly awkward relationship and Suho just ships them to no end. This will really go well.
- speak slow ☆
- Kyungsoo glances up to find Jongin looking down at him through his eyelashes, a smile curving up one side of his mouth. It’s unfair, really, how attractive he always is right when he has to leave.
- sprinkles of summer
- Kyungsoo likes vanilla ice cream. Jongin likes chocolate ice cream. They have almost nothing in common except for a tiny ice cream shop and an inexplicable attraction towards each other.
- standing on the rooftops
- station n ☆
- They meet on a train.
- steep me in soundless passion
- Do Kyungsoo makes tea bags. Kim Jongin is the pianist who thinks all he has to offer is the sound of heartbreak over black and white keys. But Kyungsoo proves him wrong with nearly perfect handwriting and breathless, soundless appreciation.
- substandard motels
- When it's too late for Kai to find his way home, Kyungsoo reminds him that he doesn't really need one.
- summer 21 ☆
- a love story in 21 days (in which jongin tries to make the best out of kyungsoo's last remaining days).
- sweet tooth
- Kyungsoo sells sweets, but nothing compares to the boy who stops by every afternoon with tanned skin and pretty lips.
- take your heart (and add it to mine) ☆
- They say he's been running around in life with closed eyes. Jongin denies, but then he runs smack into Kyungsoo and everything changes.
- the area of our hearts ☆
- Truth is, Jongin understands math completely. It's just that the teacher's son is always there in the morning, too.
- the art of differentiation
- Jongin looked at the crying boy, he looked at the skinny hand on his shoulder and at his own battered hands. He laughed, a bitter laugh that came from deep inside him.
- the blurred lines (between fantasy and reality)
- The future shows Jongin what he’s going to get. The present makes sure it will never happen.
- the book of us ☆
- Kim Jongin's life revolved around Do Kyungsoo from the moment they met.
- the bright side ☆
- Jongin doesn't know what it means to be normal and he doesn't think he ever will.
- the four stages of friendship (and the one stage of love) ☆
- Basically, Kyungsoo doesn't date younger men, and Jongin's set to change that.
- the implications of telepathy
- As Kyungsoo develops the power to read others, he loses himself slowly in thought.
- the king of everything
- His throne is so empty with only a memory by his side.
- the perfect way to cure an upset heart
- Kyungsoo is jealous for some reason but Jongin has his own way to deal with that.
- the right to love you ☆
- Kyungsoo doesn’t get jealous. He gets hurt.
- the science to killing yourself
- Kyungsoo doesn’t know how to stop measuring ways to die, how to stop visualizing the place between life and death.
- they say love is blind
- They say love is blind, but is it really?
- this side of you
- Jongin doesn't see Kyungsoo the way the world sees him, and the world doesn't see Kyungsoo the way Jongin sees him.
- thoughts: pernicious ☆
- Kyungsoo falls apart inside his own head, and Jongin can only watch from the sidelines.
- three times twelve
- 36 moments of kaisoo
- tomorrow ☆
- death is a mystery, kyungsoo is lost and jongin needs to be found.
- transient
- It was a vicious cycle, in which Kim Jongin is everything Do Kyungsoo needs, and at the same time nothing he wants.
- twisted ☆
- They're not the perfect couple, and Kyungsoo knows it.
- videos and snowflakes
- Jongin's gift for Kyungsoo.
- what's left unsaid
- Jongin is unapproachable. Kyungsoo won't take no for an answer. Chances.
- when your soul embarks
- where the stars shine brightest ☆
- Kyungsoo tries to find Jongin again, amongst the brokens dreams they had once shared.
- with the stars we've lost
- Like a good wife, Kyungsoo waits patiently for Jongin to come home.
- wonderful tonight
- Jongin is a horribly un-suave cheap date, Kyungsoo likes to threaten him, and Sehun is really just looking for some gossip (but it’s all good...?)
- words and heartbeats ☆
- worthless words you waste on me
- In a world where words are counted and limited, Kyungsoo uses his on songs while Jongin keeps quiet in fear of wasting them.
- you're like a very far shooting star
- Jongin is not one for romance, but he really wants Kyungsoo to notice him.
sep 12 2012 ∞
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