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Hey, everyone. I guess its time to introduce myself, which I hate doing, but I am going to do it anyway.

  • Name - Celia
  • Age - 28yo as of 2018
  • Gender - Female (Cis)
  • Location - Texas, USA
  • Relationship - Taken as of 2014 <3
  • Sexual Orientation - Pansexual. Love is love <3

Grew up kind of bouncing around a lot to different homes within my family; stability is not something I am very familiar with. Survivor of incestuous Child Sex Abuse and trafficking (CSA&T) and Abrahamic-type religious abuse (RA) which has deeply affected me more than you would ever know.

I was diagnosed with Depression as a teenager, which soon turned into Major Depressive Disorder (MDD). Suspected Borderline Personality Disorder diagnosis, but on further observation, was diagnosed with DID, PTSD and MDD. I am sure there are a million other things I could be diagnosed with, but let's work on one thing at a time, yeah?

  • Other things to consider: I am extremely paranoid, full of immeasurable anxiety and prone to panic attacks that leave me on edge for days. Hypochondriac when it comes to physical pain. I dissociate with very little warning, and switch constantly because of the fear of missing any info, so all alters feel like they have to hear what is going on. Conversations can be very broken and `far away` as it has been described to me.
  • I am not one to self-harm, but I have alters who do. Tendency to cut or burn self.

Though unemployed, I do artwork for some income when I can handle the work. I have always worked with animals and children all my life, and want to continue doing so once I get my mental health sorted out a little better. I aim to work. I aim to be independent and no longer co-dependent or left paralyzed by my mental illness. I love love love music, and it is basically the reason I am alive today. My tastes are very eclectic!

I do not seek integration, but I do wish for more peace inside of my mind.

Oh, one more thing:

  • LGBTQ+ Friendly
  • Left-leaning
  • Human Rights Activist

I have no room for bigots and you can step off that bullshit hate train if you want anything to do with me. Period. The oppression, harm, or genocide of any group does not bode well with me, and I WILL have a problem if I see any of that shit in my presence, I tell you that.

apr 13 2018 ∞
jun 17 2018 +