- hello!! i don't know who this is for. i'm in a place currently where i don't quite have the courage to trust, but i have the need to love. i suppose it's only human to feel that way. i doubt anyone i'll actually fall for will ever see this but who knows, life is weird. i've gotten bored of the sort of love i'm used to. i've ah.. dated around quite a bit. trying to find how you love when you're 13 isn't the smartest thing i guess. anyways, hello to my soulmate! i hope that your arms are as warm as i think they will be, and i hope my love will be enough for you. i hope to love you as unconditionally as you do i, and i hope we last longer than we think. i hope i find comfort in you like i have no other, i hope that you do too. i wish for balance in our relationship, a comfort so deep and near unknown that we can barely comprehend it. i pray that the result of that feeling is a relationship where we don't have to think. i want to wake up beside you, i want to spend my days with you. i guess it's sort of cringe for me to write all of this down but i believe that when you think of someone hard enough they'll think of you back. hello my soulmate, am i on your mind? i think of you all the time. one day we will love one another in a way that we couldn't any other. isn't that neat? i think it's beautiful. i hope we don't fight, and that we communicate. i hope i don't mess up. i hope you can forgive me when i wrong you. present me will be past me soon enough so from past me to future you i want you to know i'll always stay. i'll always fight for you. because i don't even know you but i already love you. i hope to fall into you. i think you get that i'm hopeful now, sort of repetitive isn't it. i love you. i can't wait to meet you <3
may 4 2021 ∞
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