- been feeling less tired lately
- this week has gone by pretty fast
- he's watching again, i know
- his eyes never wander
- this is what i wanted before.
- now i just wanna leave
- i could leave it all behind and start again if i really wanted to
- instead i stay here, waiting for the day this'll be over
- it won't be
- been playing botw again, also acnh
- learned that i'm an escapist
- apparently my love language is physical affection
- it makes sense
- yeah
- yeah.
- (loud sigh)
- i just want to feel alive
- no matter how awake i am i still don't feel alive
- what's going to change this? what's going to fix it?
- i don't know.
- i'll keep living and figure it out.
- i really really like kim taehyung. i love him so much it's almost gross.
- i used to feel really ashamed but i don't have to
- so i like a boy. big whoop.
- his voice comforts me and he's a good role model, he's a good person
- i should get a life but i like wasting away here. i like my cyberself better. easier to be here. easy.
- i want things to be easy
- fuck i wanna feel alive
may 13 2021 ∞
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