- his eyes, covered with those stupid green contacts he wears, look at me from across the room. a faint red creeping up onto his ears as he catches me staring back. i smile and look away, not wanting to draw too much attention. it is hard to ignore him though, on days like this. nothing is particularly different, just another day of him being incredibly famous and me hiding in the shadows, watching on as my spectacular boyfriend runs his own world. and as fantastic as this is for him, i wish we were at home all the same. i wish those contacts weren't disguising him. i wish i could see those brown eyes that he hides from the world, but isnt afraid to show me. i want to hear his soft voice as it lulls me to sleep, with us deep beneath layers of blankets. i want to see his smile, his endearingly crooked teeth and his stupid laugh. i have run from everything only to be stopped and to have to stare because of this stupid boy who has me under his control. most of my waking minutes are spent with him and i wouldn't have it any other way. maybe i am losing focus, that is what most would call it. but mystik calls these sorts of things "breaks". i haven't had one in awhile. but if my break is resting in his arms in the early morn, or dancing with him in the dark in the late evening, it will be hard not to stay on break forever. i am just glad that he knows how to run.
jul 17 2022 ∞
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