• t1: i'm going to do it - giles corey
• t2: this thing between us is a rickety bridge of impossible crossings/bonfires for nobody - set fire to flames
• t3: wounded wolf - giles corey
• t4: the calm before - matt elliott
• t5: daughters of darkness - natural snow buildings
• t6: bipolar 1 - drowse
• t7: empty churches - giles corey
• t8: retire (final) - alvedon
• t9: seasick - tim hecker
• t10: amber - anthéne
• t11: the real devil - zelienople
• t12: nothing really goes away - orchid mantis
• t13: the heart of things - loke rahbek
• t14: evensong - sarah davachi
• t15: toki no senrei wo uketeinai mono wo yomuna - johnny greenwood
• t16: isla - ionse
• t17: mir - taylor deupree
• t18: don't worry - datfootdive

• t1: destrooy - spooky black
• t2: suspirium - thom yorke
• t3: beautiful horses - bloodbath64
• t4: i can't think of anybody but u - vista kicks
• t5: the unknown - peach tinted
• t6: spill the milk - eartheater
• t7: svefn-g-englar - sigur rós
• t8: is it because - puma blue
• t9: nfwmb - hozier
• t10: with you - james supercave
• t11: r u mine? - arctic monkeys
• t12: i'll just die anyway - yunggoth✰
• t13: silverline - sweatcult
• t14: happy - sweatcult
• t15: susie save your love - allie x, mitski
• t16: wish you well - asivus, fyb.eli
• t17: mick slow - metronomy
• t18: is it because - puma blue
• t19: alone together - billy uomo
• t20: sara smile - hall & oates
• t21: you and me - penny & the quarters

• t1: here goes nothing - dpr live
• t2: atoms song - teebs
• t3: rude boy - mr twin sister
• t4: what can i do - samiyam
• t5: phobia orgasma - oliver riot
• t6: labyrinth - toro y moi
• t7: benzo - blood orange
• t8: les be honest - connan mockasin
• t9: all i wanna do - jakob ogawa
• t10: some place else - mormor
• t11: inside my house; some place i keep dreaming about - ricky eat acid
• t12: don't bother calling - moses sumney
• t13: next to you - sam evian
• t14: phantasm gem - boys age
• t15: juno - choker
• t16: merlot - nafla
• t17: neon - yukika
• t18: kingston - faye webster
• t19: 13 angels stand guard 'round the side of your bed - silver mt.zion

x

september

• t1: feeling moody - kittysucker
• t2: mg1 - machinegirl
• t3: devil on my shoulder - chloe cherrie
• t4: structure - odd sweetheart
• t5: drive forever - d6ni4l
• t6: kit - julie
• t7: mascara - deftones
• t8: stone in focus - benoît pioulard
• t9: i learned - datfootdive
• t10: i never needed you - datfootdive

october

• t1: the thrill of loneliness - honey stretton
• t2: dance with me - beabadoobee
• t3: stone in focus - benoît pioulard
• t4: moments in love - kara-lis coverdale
• t5: you're not the same - tilekid
• t6: infinite cloud (interlude) - cian sheehan
• t7: school rooftop - hisohkah

• while you took your time you wasted mine / you said "i wanted you," / you said you felt too blue / and while you were making up your mind / i lost mine - blue by newdad ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏⠀⠀⠀ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏⠀⠀⠀ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏⠀⠀⠀ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏⠀⠀⠀ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏⠀⠀⠀ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏⠀⠀⠀ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏⠀⠀⠀ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏⠀⠀⠀ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏⠀
• love all you need from me before it goes / when your face becomes a stranger, i won't know / you will never remember who i ... - mothers by daughter ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏⠀⠀⠀...

• a1: not to disappear by daughter (2016)
• a2: it's just wind by connan mockasin, ade (2021)
• a3: still up all night by eli sostre (2016)
• a4: cigarettes after sex by cigarettes after sex (2017)
• a5: bloodloss by puma blue (2018)
• a6: puberty 2 by mitski (2016)
• a7: the most beautiful moment in life: young forever by bts (2016)
• a8: chase atlantic by chase atlantic (2017)
• a9: the manual for people who want to love by bibi (2019)
• a10: sempiternal by bring me the horizon (2013)
• a11: zdenka 2080 by salami rose joe louis (2019)
• a12: w/love by infinite bisous (2017)
• a13: do you love me? by datfootdive (2017)
• a14: qp by ichiko aoba (2018)
• a15: ghost stories by coldplay (2014)
• a16: hyper light drifter by disasterpeace (2016)
• a17: if beale street could talk by nicholas britell (2018)
• a18: the pavilion of dreams by harold budd (1978)
• a19: a song for every moon by bruno major (2017)
• a20: on his own. by puma blue (2019)

• no longer human by osamu dazai ☁
• nausea by jean paul sartre ☁
• the song of achilles by madeline miller
• maurice by em forster
• monstress by marojorie liu
• as meat loves salt by maria mccann ☁
• the vintners luck by elizabeth knox ☁
• persuasian by jane austen
• the horla by guy de maupassant ☁
• the dark domain by stefan grabński
• to the lighthouse by virginia woolf
• the picture of dorian gray by oscar wilde
• kafka on the shore by haruki murakami ☁
• meditations by marcus aurelius
• metamorphoses by ovid ☁
• the witch sea by sarah diemer
• aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe by benjamin alire sáenz
• we are the ants by shaun david hutchinson ☁
• kitchen by yoshimoto banana
• demian by hermann hesse ☁