"sometimes awful things have their own kind of beauty"

• a hamburger toy ⊹
• a stiletto shoe ⊹
• belly button lint ⊹
• key ring ⊹
• twenty-seven-year old crust from a wound of my first love ⊹
• a drawing of us made by a stranger in the train ⊹
• watch ⊹

• sheepishly ⬝ in a way that is embarrassed because you have done something wrong or silly.

"Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little? For all my despair, for all my ideals, for all that - I love life. But it is hard, and I have so much - so very much to learn."

"I am jealous of those who think more deeply, who write better, who draw better, who look better, who live better, who love better than I."

"I have never found anybody who could stand to accept the daily demonstrative love I feel in me, and give back as good as I give."

"How we need that security! How we need another soul to cling to, another body to keep us warm. To rest and trust; to give your soul in confidence: I need this, I need someone to pour myself into"

"It is a nightmare. There is no sun. There is only continual motion. If I rest, if I think inward, I go mad. There is so mu...

rewatches ┊ at the cinema ┊ ♡ favorites ┊ letterboxd

Oct.

• pet sematary | 1989
• black box | 2020
• nocturne | 2020
• halloween III: season of the witch | 1982
• haunt | 2020
• the lie | 2018
• halloween II | 1981

Sep.

• the devil all the time | 2020
• the babysitter: killer queen | 2020
• #alive | 2020
• desperately seeking susan | 1985
• mermaids | 1990
• carrie | 1976

Aug.

• ég man Þig' | 2017

but often am too tired or sick for anything

• learn better watercolour techniques
  • get a watercolour sketchbook
• art journals with collages and all kinds of inspirational arts
• sew doll clothes
• learn how to customize monster highs
• make necklaces and bracelets
• make tsuru ornaments
• learn more origamis
• scrapbooking albums
• french

• gris | 2018 | pc ★★★★★
• simulacra | 2017 | pc ★★★
• donut county | 2018 | pc didn't finish
• simulacra 2 | 2019 | pc ★★★
• the sims 4 | 2014 | pc ★★★★ even if i mostly just create characters, decorate mansions and kill them all
• assemble with care | 2019 | pc ★★★

A

• abelardo
• aidan
• alistair
• almanzo
• andrew
• angus
• anton
• archibald
• asher
• augustine

B

• beau
• benjamin
• bento
• bram

C

• carsten
• cillian

• 5'6"
• INFP personality
• colorscope
• astrology
• empathetic temperament
• enneagram type 4
• october 4th, 1990
• dark wavy hair
• green/hazel eyes
• awkward
• anxious
• graduated in english literature
• cyber anthropologist enthusiast
• feminist
• bookworm
• dog lover
• fairy believer
• collector
• rock glam, vintage and cute fashion styles
• lover of kawaii things

• "have we lost something meaningful in the absence of effort?"

A

• ada
• adeline
• alaska
• alice
• alma
• amelia
• amora
• anastasia
• antoinette or antonia
• arabella
• ariel
• arlo
• aurora
• ava
• avril
• aya

B

• beatrice
• beige