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read

• rommel drives on deep into egypt , richard brautigan | 1970
• loading mercury with a pitchfork , richard brautigan | 1976
• the girl you left behind , jojo moyes | 2012
• the woman in the window , a.j.finn | 2018 ★
• empty hotel rooms meant for us , christina hart | 2015
• salt , nayyirah waheed | 2013
• in the absence of the sun , emily curtis | 2017
• the princess saves herself in this one , amanda lovelace | 2016
• the dogs i have kissed , trista mateer | 2015
• the exorcist , william peter blatty | 1971
• wonder , r.j.palacio | 2012
• my friend dahmer , derf beckderf | 2012

• 1990: edward scissorhands
• 1991: my girl
• 1992: the bodyguard
• 1993: hocus pocus
• 1994: heavenly creatures
• 1995: clueless
• 1996: scream
• 1997: the fifth element
• 1998: ever after
• 1999: fight club
• 2000: american psycho
• 2001: the royal tenenbaums
• 2002: secretary
• 2003: the room
• 2004: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
• 2005: the corpse bride
• 2006: little miss sunshine
• 2007: atonement
• 2008: slumdog millionaire
• 2009: orphan
• 2010: 127 hours

seen already

• Fast Times At Ridgemont High | 1983
• Valley Girl | 1983
• Sixteen Candles | 1984
• Splash | 1984
• Better Off Dead | 1985
• Just One Of The Guys | 1985
• St. Elmo's Fire | 1985
• The Breakfast Club | 1985
• Weird Science | 1985
• Ferris Bueller's Day Off | 1986
• Pretty in Pink | 1986
• Stand By Me | 1986
• Can't Buy Me Love | 1987
• Mannequin | 1987
• Some Kind of Wonderful | 1987
• 18 Again | 1988
• Heathers | 1988
• License to Drive | 1988
• Say Anything | 1989
• Mermaids | 1990

• only lovers left alive dance scene
• if you are a bird i'm a bird
• alfalfa and darla having lunch
• alfalfa singing to darla
• let's make a vow
• dirty dancing scene
• ryan gosling dirty-dancing-move
• wristcutters suicide scene
• richie tenembaum suicide scene
• rules of attraction suicide scene
• nobody baby but you and me
• "joely, am i ugly?"
• poop back and forth, forever.
• me & you
• Mariana y Martin
• i origins subway scene
• "i wanna know how you feel like"
• american beauty floating bag scene
• can i keep you?

A

• ada
• alaska
• alice
• alma
• amelia
• amora
• anastasia
• antoinette or antonia
• aurora
• ava
• avril
• aya

B

• beatrice
• beige
• bettina
• bianca
• bliss
• brie

• Amendoim
• Amora
• Batatinha
• Bonjour
• Candy
• Capuccino
• Caramelo
• Chanel
• Cherié
• Cinammon
• Cookie
• Fat Louie
• Honey
• Lola
• Marshmallow
• Milk & Shake
• Mr. Bojangles
• Nescau/Cacau
• Petit
• Pitanga
• Shampoo

• Abbie Cornish
• Angelina Jolie
• Astrid Berges-Frisbey
• Audrey Hepburn
• Bianca Casady
• Björk
• Bryce Dallas Howard
• Charlize Theron
• Chloë Sevigny
• Elle Fanning
• Felicity Jones
• Grace Kelly
• Krysten Ritter
• Léa Seydoux
• Lily Rabe
• Liv Tyler
• Marilyn Monroe
• Milla Jovovich
• Natalie Portman
• Rachel Hurd-Wood
• Rachel McAdams

rewatches & seen on theater july

• 01. the incredibles | 2004

june

• 01. the open house | 2017
• 02. 1922 | 2017
• 07. el bar | 2017
• 09. the road within | 2015
• 17. set it up | 2018 ★
• 22. the kissing booth | 2018
• 23. i am not a serial killer | 2016
• 25. hereditary | 2018 ★
• 26. casting jonbenét | 2017
• 30. the babysitter | 2017

may

• 25. the fantastic beauty | 2017 ★

april

• 07. timer | 2009 ★
• 08. get out | 2017

artists & albums i've been listening to & songs

7.

• life, knower (2016)

6.

• life as a dog, k.flay (2014)
• heartbreaker, ryan adams (2000)
• every where is some where, k.flay (2018)
• everything is love, the carters (2018)
• dreams in the rat house, shannon and the clams (2013)
• glitter and spit, the pearl harts (2018)
• still ep, mazzy star (2018)
• shawn mendes, shawn mendes (2018)

5.

• divide, ed sheeran (2017)
• silva canta marisa, silva (2017)
• london grammar
• the shacks
• pascal pinon

4.

quotes that have inspired me through the year

• "People will kill you over time. And how they'll kill you is with tiny, harmless phrases like 'be realistic'." - Dylan Moran
• "People change. And life changes us. And our one job, really, our only job is to stay open to possibilities." - April Kepner, Grey's Anatomy.
• "In Japan, when a piece of pottery breaks, some potters fill the cracks with gold. They see the repairs as something beautiful. They know that the unexpected happens. Change happens. They know that nobody gets through this world in one piece, but that doesn't have to diminish us. The cracks are part of our history. They will always be with us. They made us better. They made us stronger. They made us something new." - Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy
• "All things that live in this world, die. This is why you must find joy in the liv... - Joe Kelly, I Kill Giants

• lembretes by vi.
• o que faz o mundo ser mais bonito by luciana.
• como viver positivamente by saoirse
• 15 coisas para ser feliz by saoirse
• to remember by y.
• violence, crime and dead bodies - yes, this warms my heart.

thank you darlings

• actor » jim carrey
• actress » carrie coon
• artical of clothing » shoes
• author » meg cabot
• band » cocorosie
• bird » swans
• book » the virgin suicides by jeffrey eugenides
• candle scent » cinammon
• cheese » gouda
• coffee » cappuccino
• color » turquoise
• director » wes anderson
• dog breed » corgi
• drink » lemonade
• flower » azalea
• gemstone » aquamarine
• haircolour » pastel pink
• holiday » halloween
• ice cream flavour » strawberry
• insect » dragonfly
• makeup » red matte lipstick

A

• abelardo
• aidan
• alistair
• almanzo
• andrew
• angus
• anton
• archibald
• augustine

B

• benjamin
• bento
• bram

C

• cillian
• conor
• cooper
• cory

• 5'6"
• INFP personality
• colorscope
• astrology
• october 4th, 1990
• dark wavy hair
• green/hazel eyes
• awkward
• anxious
• chronic depression
• borderline personality disorder
• graduated in english literature
• cyber anthropologist enthusiast
• feminist
• bookworm
• dog lover
• fairy believer
• collector
• rock glam, vintage and cute fashion styles
• lover of kawaii things

"music expresses that which cannot be put into words and that which cannot remain silent" ― victor hugo

• bad habit, the dresden dolls | and you might say it's self-indulgent and you might say it's self-destructive, but, you see, it's more productive than if i were to be happy.
• breezeblocks, alt-j | she may contain the urge to run away but hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks.
• creep, radiohead | i don't care if it hurts i want to have control i want a perfect body i want a perfect soul.
• forests and sands, camera obscura | it feels like none of this is real, i pretend that my heart and my head are well, but if the blood pumping through my veins could freeze like a river in toronto, then i'd be pleased.
• girl anachronism, the dresden dolls | you can tell from the state of my room that they let me out too soon and the pills that i ate came a couple years too la...

a list of movies that i like with characters names in the title

• 500 Days of Summer (2009)
• Adam (2009)
• Alfie (2004)
• All The Boys Love Mandy Lane (2006)
• Along Came Polly (2004)
• Amélie (2001)
• Anabelle (2014)
• Anastasia (1997)
• Andre (1994)
• Bridget Jones' Diary (2001)
• Candy (2006)
• Carrie (2002)
• Charlie Bartlett (2007)
• Charlie Countryman (2013)
• Charlote's Web (2006)
• Constantine (2005)
• Coraline (2009)
• Corrina, Corrina (1994)
• Edward Scissorhands (1990)

My lover's charms are in a box beneath my bed. And piece by piece I'll cherish them until the end...

• Adam Brody
• Adrien Brody
• Andrew Hozier-Byrne
• Billy Corgan
• Charlie Cox
• Chris Pratt
• Cillian Murphy
• Colin O'Donoghue
• Domhnall Gleeson
• Evan Peters
• Ioan Gruffudd
• Jack White
• James Franco
• Javier Drolas
• Jeff Buckley
• Jeremy Sisto
• Jesse Eisenberg
• Joaquin Phoenix

be kind to yourself

don't let fear get the best of you

"Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little? For all my despair, for all my ideals, for all that - I love life. But it is hard, and I have so much - so very much to learn."

"I am jealous of those who think more deeply, who write better, who draw better, who look better, who live better, who love better than I."

"I have never found anybody who could stand to accept the daily demonstrative love I feel in me, and give back as good as I give."

"How we need that security! How we need another soul to cling to, another body to keep us warm. To rest and trust; to give your soul in confidence: I need this, I need someone to pour myself into"

"It is a nightmare. There is no sun. There is only continual motion. If I rest, if I think inward, I go mad. There is so mu...

currently watching

• the big bang theory, season 11
• fear the walking dead, season 4
• riverdale, season 2

watched

• the rain, season 1
• evil genius, short series
• 13 reasons why, season 2
• grey's anatomy, season 14
• harrow, season 1
• riverdale, season 1
• la casa de papel, season 2
• la casa de papel, season 1
• adorável psicose, season 1
• the walking dead, season 8
• mr. robot, season 3
• the good doctor, season 1
• crazy ex-girfriend, season 3
• the end of the f---ing world, season 1
• life sentence, season 1

• a menina enferma, cecilia meireles
• a poem for dzhokhar, amanda palmer
• admonitions to a special person, anne sexton
• alone with everybody, charles bukowski
• an entomologist's last love letter, jared singer
• ask me, william stafford
• bright star, john keats
• cor-respondência, elisa lucinda
• da chegada do amor , elisa lucinda
• daddy, sylvia plath
• dulzura, sandra cisneros
• el salva-vidas, javier velazas
• for jane , charles bukowski
• for women who are 'dificult' to love, warsan shire
• heart to heart, rita dove
• i carry your heart, e.e. cummings
• i like my body, e.e.cummings
• if i never see you again, charles bukowski
• in the desert, stephen crane
• lady lazarus, sylvia plath
• legacy, rupi kaur

tv shows

• alyssa , the end of the f***ing world
• amelia shepperd , grey's anatomy
• april kepner , grey's anatomy
• arya stark , game of thrones
• darlene alderson , mr. robot
• elliot alderson , mr. robot
• gretchen cutler , you're the worst
• hannah baker , 13 reasons why
• issa dee , insecure
• maggie pierce , grey's anatomy
• marshall eriksen , how i met your mother
• molly carter , insecure
• nora durst , the leftovers
• norma bates , bates motel
• phoebe buffay , friends
• rebecca bunch , crazy ex-girlfriend
• ross geller , friends
• sheldon cooper , the big bang theory
• sophia amoruso , girlboss
• tara gregson , united states of tara

• Amanda Palmer
• Anastasia Romanov
• Arya Stark
• Cher Horowitz
• Frida Kahlo
• Hello Kitty
• Jessica Day
• Judy Jetson
• Lady Diana
• Mia Thermopolis
• Vivian Maier
• Wednesday Addams
• Wendy Darling

• 40's & 50's
• aliens
• analogue photography
• artcraft
• astrology
• astronomy
• autumn leaves
• ballet shoes
• bare skin
• belly buttons
• bento boxes
• bird skulls
• blanket forts
• blood
• bones
• book covers
• boys with long hair
• braids
• breakfasts
• bruised knuckles
• cabinet of curiosities

• 1000 awesome things
• a softer world
• all over coffee
• anasomnia
• bloody disgusting
• cardboard love
• cats in sinks
• common ties
• creativity writing prompts
• cute overload
• dear photograph
• deep dark fears
• dictionary of obscure sorrow
• draw me a song
• fat cat art
• found magazine
• future me
• garfield minus garfield
• ghost singles
• google poetics
• horror film history

• The Neverending Story | 1984
• Edward Scissorhands | 1990
• My Girl | 1991
• The Secret Garden | 1993
• Miracle on 34th Street | 1994
• A Little Princess | 1995
• James and the Giant Peach | 1996
• Matilda | 1996
• Fairytale, A True Story | 1997
• The Virgin Suicides | 1999
• Chocolat | 2000
• Otesánek | 2000
• A Ma Soeur! | 2001
• Le Fabuleux Destin D'Amélie Poulain | 2001
• Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind | 2004
• Me and You and Everyone We Know | 2005
• Charlotte's Web | 2006
• El Laberinto Del Fauno | 2006
• Lady in the Water | 2006

• bookmarks
• buttons
• dead insects
• dolls
• dried flowers
• dvds of favorite movies
• hello kitties
• keys
• locks of hair
• perfumes
• pictures of strangers
• plushed pigs
• postcards
• sea shells
• skeleton leaves
• stationary
• stickers
• stones
• toys