- it's like you're right here but you're not but i think and act and feel like you are. i think and act and feel like i know you but i don't. at all. you are almost a complete stranger. what the fuck is wrong with me.
- i wonder if it's too late for me. i wonder that everyday. i think back and remember my old self and realize that i haven't really changed at all. am i kidding myself and you and them? am i here because it's comfortable? i've never wanted to be comfortable.
- flick lighter twice before you light. inhale exhale count to five, flick. inhale exhale count to five, flick. continue until finished. open door with right hand. walk up the stairs don't forget to count them left right one two left right three four etc etc etc. do not break the pattern we do not know what will happen if you do. open door with right hand don't forget to wash it afterwards. just a rinse, no big deal. trip over clothes and books and cords strewn all across your room exterior reflects interior. a mess. if you clean up the room will it clean up the mind? not exactly how it works. take a seat on the couch pull out the box from underneath. pull out the box that's in that box do that twice. get to the core. take it out.
- if it were up to me, you and i we'd be high up in the trees and it'd be like life was easy and free. if it were up to me we'd be playin music in the breeze and it'd be like the birds were chirping to our beat. if it were up to me we'd be lying next to the sea and it'd be like the waves were crashing for our needs. if it were up to me our needs would be, just you and me and time would never make a difference anymore.
mar 16 2009 ∞
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