i didn't almost write mark, be proud of me. FIRST OF ALL, you're so funny in person and online kim and i were laughing so much fkalsdjf i hope that i don't annoy you istg but do you realize you were the first friend that i made at love letter and i'm so thankful for that. johnhyung (?? markny?? hyjngho??) will forever be such a funny cute lil friendship and i don't know if you remember this but ten n mark used to fking beef it and i would legit sweat so much i'm glad that y'all calmed down or it really felt like that nct vine where johnny is splitting up that fat ass war on stage kfjsdf forgive me because you'er one of those people that i want to get closer to but i feel a bit intimidated bc you are a bit on the cool level and i am not so convo is an obstacle but it's always refreshing to catch up with you and send fat paragraphs about i dont even know fjkashd i always laugh and think about that one time that johnny sent the gerbil climing up the wall and you were like "dont mind herbert hes just exploring" FUCK. you're lit without even trying and i would PROMOTE YOUR YOUTUBE CHANNEL ON A SIGN IN TIMES SQUARE (is that the big place with screens i-) if i could okay. i can't wait to see you in a year or less and be ugli. i love you and keep going off b. ps you were the first edit i made so i fucked up a lil on the editing but hear me out ok