i hope you know that even though i've been so busy and forgetful about everything and ugli i still admire and hope that you find happiness with something to pursue in your life because i hope that someone can pay you for shipping xiuhan but until that happens i hope you find a passion to express yourself in bc that is so important and the experience from drawing furry porn in your young days could come in handy somehow fksdjf i vented you to you about a loooot of things and talked a looooot about those things and that's definitely rare for me to do with someone i wasn't quite familiar with yet but i felt comfortable and i'm grateful that you helped and replied to everything as best you can. you helped me realize a lot when i was in the closet and even repressing the whole trans thing completely so i want to thank you for opening my eyes and being there to support me no matter what. i miss the old days a lot and i hold these memories that was we made last summer and on close to my heart. one day i will visit croatia and you can show me everything okay. start a pride club or movement since i know you're passionate about this, express yourself my bro. i love you so much <3