how do i even write this i- this may be repeated a bit in the letter i sned you but maybe if you read it twice via paper AND screen you will believe my words even more. phew okay so you need to credit yourself a t h o u s a n d times more bc i was stunned all of kcon not even with how pretty you are but you have this beautiful charisma about you and maybe im biased or you were legit walking on air on the kcon carpets but really what an angel. i'm shocked if you don't see it even in the slightest because fklsjdflk seungcheol was shaking feeling your presence in the room oh my. it makes me frustrated and upset to the core when something happens to you that isn't fair or deserved at all especially so because i can't do anything in my power to stop or maybe help but i try my best to be there for you with a meme or a shoulder to cry on and, yes, you can cry on my shoulder bc i am here to worry for you just as you do for all your friends. you're here for everyone else so so much and do so well at listening and helping yet you said you didn't wanna vent to worry me? not in this household, that earns a stern flick to the nose, nop. i could use up all the space in this letter trying to convey how much i miss holding your hand but that would be just the beginning that wouldn't do justice for how much i do. i tell you a lot that they hurt a lot bc empty but it does help that i know you want to hold mine just as much and the ??? hours that we spent holding them can carry me over somewhat till next time, till graduation and more. i remember when i didn't know you well but of course knew dan and them, i would message you t make sure you were smiling and having a good day bc i knew you were a gem but shit me mate, that was an understatement. i didn't ct us to get close either but oh HECK i'm grateful as hell and i just want to see you find happiness and passion in your life because i'm sure that we will have global warming through the roof if you smile even wider but that's the price i'm willing to pay :/ anyway, you're a goddess and an admired one at that. seventeen misses you as much as you miss them and seungcheol is honored to be in the same room as you, he loves you just as much as you do him. i love you so much and can't wait to see you again and hold your hand tight.