oh wow where do i even start? i- i'm glad that you now that i;m your biggest fan bc i truly do adore you, you're stunning inside and out and you mean well. i wish you didn't say sorry for everything because there's no need to worry b you're okay. you are so hilarious without trying and sometimes i dont go on snap at all but when i see that you sent me a long haul of snaps oh my god i get excited boi because theyre so funny and it could be you walking around drinking coffee but it's entertaining? u wild. i get so happy when you get excited to show me something or even just talk about something, i feel this fluff feeling in my chest when you're telling me something happily. i love listening to you and anything you have to say and i'll try my best to understand and comfort when you vent bc i am always here. we should go to LA one day and fuck around, i've never experienced the city fully and you could be my trusty tour guide. i am so bad at texting, forgive me, but i love you and all the selfies and memes you send and tweets you send me and it's so funny n perfect to me that we just casually talk about porn in person, rt ur goals. klfslkdk that made me realize that you may be embarrassed that this is all public so i may keep this a lil short bc i'm sure we can save this mush for another soft emo night like when we graduate together some months away wow. i'm forever grateful that you're apart of my life and you reside in a special part of my heart and will forever. i wish for college to treat you well and lead you to a path of happiness and a man that can give you the world bc that's an understatement to what you deserve. promise me that this year you will trust compliments more and believe in yourself more. also to forgive yourself over mistakes that we all make. i believe in you sam, i love you so much.