yo listography even has a crushes tag, how lame is tht. in no particular order

• when you smile (dude that's so cheesy)
• when you do the tongue thing after pulling on that sly smirk of yours (which usually isn't a good sign for me)
• when you do the tongue thing and still sort of smile at the same time
• when you cover half of your face because of embarrassment (see why i like shamecamping you now?)
• when you laugh at some dumb jokes someone else made (usually josdik's)
• when you "SKREEEEEEEEEEE"
• when you try rapping along to childish gambino's sweatpants
• when you concentrate while playing gundam (do you even see the way your eyebrows furrow and idk you're cute)
• when you make shitmemes of me (is this a form of affection? maybe, who knows; you just like memes)
• when you draw stuff and you put your concentration into it
• when you make shitty puns and laugh about it yourself
• when you make shitty puns and say "sorry, that was bad" afterwards
• when we're watching a movie and you comment on the cinematography (hah, nerd )
• when you smoosh my cheeks and say, "you're keeping eye contact!!"
• when you laugh at my shitty jokes (once in a blue moon, really)
• when you wear my shirt
• when you wear anything, really (it looks nice and you look cute)
• when you say, "ANIMASHO N IS M y p AS HO N"
• when you try to convince me to love the melon kitkat (they're bad, wtf dude)
• when you do the tired and exasperated dika noises
• when you're like, "yana why" when i laugh about your sg card picture (fuckin bakso dika, traumatizing, life scarring, truly)
• when you use your shoelaces as your belt
• when i kiss you and i break it off then your mouth just kinda hangs open (and the way you look at me when you do it's cute)
• when you sleep (the face you make is cute, ngl)
• when you're still sensitive and i'm kissing your neck, you make the cutest noises
• when you boop noses
• when you see someone wearing feezys and your nose just scrunches up in disgust
• when you send me the "cute" stickers (you know, the one with the scarf snuggles and the other one that you love so much)
• when you send me <//3
• when you nerd out about shoes
• when you nerd out about streetwear
• when you nerd out about animation
• when you nerd out about gundam (i'm kind of cheating on this one am i)
• when you say, "unfair" whenever i try to pay you back (wink wonk)
• when you freaked out about some peeps not knowing about wu tang clan and run dmc
• when you didn't want to step on the dirt thingy at jakcloth 2016 (do you need me and baddman to pick you up like bridal style because we probably will)
• when you fix your bangs and say, "i look like a gosha model"
• when you're calling me and you talk in your sleepy voice
• when you look at something you like your eyes just kinda sparkles (very anime, i know)
• when we walk a bit close and you just kinda grab my hand
• (and also) when you kiss them
• when you laugh for getting some dumb potg
• when you couldn't put on the condom correctly the first time and you just kinda panicked
• when you couldn't find it (LMAOOOO)
• when you freak out because you're getting chased by a symmetra
• when you tried to lay your head on my shoulder and it turned out kinda awkward (but not really, at least not the most awkward we've been)
• when you keep denying that you're cute
• when you're eating me out and you look at me
• when you go like, "aaaaa malu anjing"
• when i ask, "dika what" and you reply with, "uh, nothing, nothingggg"
• when you said, "wanna snugglerrito?" (that was unbelievably lame, but also unbelievably cute)
• when you say, "when i grow up, i want to be like A$AP Rocky" (proper capitalization on this one otherwise you'd kill me)
• when you sing the overwatch theme song
• when you try to escape from being shamecamp
• when you say, "you have to believe in my assault bastion"
• when you laugh at the dumb froggo suit thing in god eater
• when you say "i'm gonna be like stanky"
• when you try to fix your hair (if i'm being honest with you, my dude, it's pretty much the same)
• when we snugglerrito and you kind of pull on me (usually that's just me, but sometimes you do that, ykno)
• when you go all gooey over cats
• when you saw this note and you just went like "whhyyy"
• when you were laughing at the other enemy team who couldn't hit a single bastion, all four of them vs you
• when you were being sweet by grabbing food back home so you could accompany me waiting out the storm
• when you drag me down to my bed again by hugging my waist
• when you were laughing until your stomach ached because of acis and his dumb shenanigans with high ass mouse sensitivity (ft zarya and reinhardt)
• when you tried to fill in the voice for a gif of a swimming crab
• when you bite on your tongue (and/or lips) while trying to concentrate on drawing thingamajigs
• when you rave about your nekoatsume adventures (before they are long dead and gone)
• when you cry in the morning after i chazz
• when you get reaaaally close and you tell me you're about to bust a n u t
• when you give me pre - game schnoggs!
• when you're being toxic while playing torb wow dika what a meanie
• when you made weird gargle noises in voice chat with hordee
• when you lick my eyelids because i was crying (for the record, this deal is unfair because i cry a lot)
• when you get licked on the eyelids because you were cryogngn
• when you try to screencap when we vid call and it fails and you go like "oh no"
• when you sent me the screencaps wow
• when you post stuff on desktopcacti!!!! no matter what it is!!!!
• when i was on your lap and you were dancing, then i fell and we laughed and then your voice then oozes calmness and you said "c'mere"
• when you get kinda tipsy and all you keep saying is that you feel bad and you miss me a lot
• when you shit on kerrin and call her basic
• when you willingly defend raf simons to the very end no matter what the situation is
• when you wear your alien cap and your clout googles and say, "am i an astronaut now" (for the record, you are, because you're outta this world and you send my heartbeat through the stratosphere oh god i hope i'm not dead yet jesus fuck)
• when you try to schnoggle me out of being angery and/or sad
• when you send pics of yourself to me to cheer me up! or just to put a lil pep in my step
• when you're doing the weird ass roy purdy dance and send it to me
• when you enjoy shield bashing enemy reinhardts as brigitte to cancel their ults
• when you get off from me giving you head and you just kinda slump over me
• when you complain about junkrat being broken
• when you're hanging with your friends and i see pictures of you being happy and smiling all over the place
• when you chazz!!!
• when you're half awake and i try to wake you up and you try to schnoggle me back to sleep
• when you call me in the morning with you yourself being half awake and barely able to form any coherent sentences
• when you mumble about something in the middle of the night in your sleep
• when you schnoggle me when we're speeping together!
• when you kiss me before we fall asleep and say good night
• and also when you kiss me after we wake up and say good morning
• when you send me floofer pupper memes!!!!! puppers!!!!!
• when you send me any quality memes tbh (stop recycling memes bb.....)
• when you try to convince me that yes, crocs is the true way to salvation
• when you get super sleepy after we did stuff
• when you keep saying "five minutes yana" and then go back to sleep, but you always end up adding more and more of it (you should've just said 20 mins bb)
• when you sent me a fuckin pic in your notes titled Yana's Wishlist (bro.... that's hella gay ouch my hEART)
• when you say "oh nyooo!!! bb!!!"
• when you keep trying to convince me that the doc martens x crocs thing is cool and a gift from god
• when you get overly excited because you got a torb potg
• when we're done doing stuff your eyes always gets kinda droopy and you say thank you afterwards (and try to repay me which you don't need to bb <//3 )
• when you cry because i give you surprise gifts
• when i bite on your nose and you just make an "AAAAAAAAAA" noise
• when you reacted to me saying foon instead of spork while being on your bed
• when you have that spark in your eye in the middle of us doing stuff like you realized that i have another thing that i like
• when you react to me finding out new things that you like in the middle of doing stuff
• when you just spazzed out w/ texts when i make a typo (smurry fut)
• when you have fenty beauty on your cheekbones (CUTE CUTE CUTE hella cute)
• when you laughed at poki being dumb
• when you giggled at the cat in the box trying to play with the toy you're holding while we were at the cat cabin

i'm gonna add more to this dumb list <//3 watch me fam