week 034

• saying goodbye to my love in the morning - this is the first time he's left and I have stayed behind
• opening my mind even more to natural + organic cures
• daydreaming about a son (wtf?)
• weeding outside, the sun on my legs
• Ashley making me chocolate chip waffles for brunch
• making white wheat bread
• Tyler bringing home the Atlantic shark he caught
• sharing a giant bowl of chicken, meatball, and orzo soup
• work work work
• free stylin' about everyone at work while pouring oil. "I'M A REAL MAN. I LIKE PUPPIES! Got not one but SIX chainsaws, gonna cut you uppies!"
• "MAKIN' MONEY LIKE A BALLER, GONN' ESCAPE ONE DAY ON MY PIMP ASS TRAWLER"
• dinner with my parents: shrimp scampi, risotto, crab legs, and I made a fresh French baguette
• "What did you do on New Years?" "I bought a cigar and walked around downtown, wishing I was with you."
• waking up in the night coughing and Tyler going to get me water (I thought this was super-sweet)
• yard work, shower and nap with my sweetheart
• making peanut butter with honey (and a pinch of sea salt)
• waking up at 7:30 with no alarms and tons of energy - watering the garden, doing dishes, vacuuming, organizing drawers
• watering the garden with Tyler, talking about having one of our own, being happy about waking early
• Tyler visiting me at work
• making fettucini alfredo for dinner for us
• going out on the canoe, fishing various snook lights, paddling up to the bridge - feeling actual waves, eerie thoughts
• wind chimes in the distance that sounded like angels
• making a chocolate cream pie + bread, doing laundry, dishes, and other domestic chores - before Tyler even woke up
• texting my sister, being pleasant to each other
• lying in bed together discussing a potential future son, feeling weird but him assuring me we should talk about it