week 024

• night sky, moon's halo
• having a dream that my father kicked a car and turned it around - "Dad, how can you do that!?" "I'm from Brooklyn!"
• Tyler escorting me to the bank + to get gas, singing Coheed & Cambria in the car together
• Sam's Club adventures, deciding to try every cheese they offer
• helping him + Ashley do yard work, pulling out weeds
• Burgers with bacon and mediterranean-spiced cheese on fresh French buns
• "I'm going to help you heal."
• Tyler singing "In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth" into my ear in bed, holding on to him after telling him everything
• making my mother scrambled eggs for breakfast
• "I would want you to stay over more than 2 days though."
• hard and not particularly productive day of work, followed by burning my face with boiling water while cooking pasta, followed by a panic attack
• getting ice cream with Tyler, walking on the beach together
• talking to my mother about how happy I am with him, her replying "I can tell."
• drinking the last of my Crown from the bottle
• "Which way is the wall?" "What."
• waking up smiling, letting him snooze while I prepared for work
• on the beach: sharing a cold coffee, red sunset turned serene, chasing seagulls, spinning each other around
• suddenly shouting "I'M SO HAPPY", him responding "I think you have Tourette's when it comes to happiness."
• watching Game of Thrones - "IF YETI WAS A PERSON HE WOULD LOOK LIKE VISERYS."
• telling random jokes before kissing goodnight
• Tyler picking me up, softball game, leaving early to race to the liquor store
• shots of Fireball before teriyaki chicken dinner, followed by drunk cuddling + Game of Thrones
• waking up peacefully, sunlight + splendor
• shopping, then kava tea + a nap together
• having pork + veggie feast with his family