- 9 hours straight studying calc lol
- "you're the best thing that's ever happened to me tbh"
- talking to Scott after class about electrical engineering and hardware and software and all kinds of fun stuff
- "please stay here or we can go somewhere else"
- buying a gorgeous charcoal comforter, redoing my "wing"
- getting 100/100 on my programming assignment along with the comment, "Excellent work."
- being so so happy for Will as various companies fought over him
- gettin just a little high and doing calculus while listening to prog rock (honestly the best way to study math)
- "I can send you more selfies if you'd like" "Only if you want me to remind you of how beautiful you are much more persistently"
- "you're just so lovely and I'm very grateful for our relationship"
- "fighting" over who can make the more aesthetically pleasing brunch, sending photos of various arrangements back and forth, "I like that we can do cutesy competitive stuff"
- FaceTime with Will, him asking if we could do this more
- curling up in bed with knee high socks and a good book
- Will helping me pick out clothes at Uniqlo
- building circuits with Z
- Will sending me the most beautiful selfies
- Amazon Prime packages (seriously so good)
- getting a horrific email from financial aid, immediately rushing to Will and sobbing uncontrollably, him saying "If anything you can chill out here for a while if you need to figure stuff out. You always have a place to stay."
- rushing into N's office first thing in the morning, throwing my financial aid paperwork on his desk and pleading, "please don't let them send me away" him smiling reassuringly and saying, "I think this happens all the time." and staying with me and getting the head of the department and making sure I'm okay even though it made him late to his meeting
- doing pretty well on my quizzes
- studying calculus forever, understanding it more all the time, loving it
- reorganizing my bookshelves & rearranging my room even more
- reviewing old manuscripts, editing here and there, seeing how much I've improved
- getting a B+ on my Calc quiz
- making gløgg
- waking up, working out, big breakfast, sunlight
- building a modular synth, soldering for a few hours straight
- "I am sure as hell not giving you up so I'll do pretty much anything to stay on the west coast, even if it means working at a dealership again" "Heck no just come stay with me"
- studying my ass off to have the weekend free
- arriving at SFO
- the relief I felt as I nearly collapsed in his apartment, exhausted from calculus and traveling
- watching goofy Star Trek episodes together
- Chance the Rapper concert in Berkeley, a massive crowd, holding onto each other the whole time, welling up
- rushing home, him comforting me during weird intense anxiety, falling asleep holding onto each other
- making us brunch with smoothies
- attempting to assemble the cheapest, most crooked IKEA shelf ever, giggling, failing miserably, cracking up, trying it 3 different ways, literally crying of laughter by the time we realized it wasn't going to happen
- sitting in bed with Will, throwing my head through the opening between his elbow and stomach, staring up at him, giggling madly, being goofy as hell together
- "UP!" and launching myself up into his arms, him holding me and kissing my cheek
- "so, you know how I joked once that we should elope? The thought legitimately crossed my mind a few times this weekend."
- "I am hopelessly in love with you"
- crying in N's office, him comforting me and making me laugh and reassuring me that the issues will be handled
- my professor walking in dressed as an 80s rock star with leather pants and a ridiculous curly wig and everything
oct 1 2016 ∞
nov 2 2016 +