System Context

• protector, main fronter, trauma holder, core
• birthday is July 7th
• ze is at least a form of the original and main core of overall system

Identity and Self

• names: Kar, Karkat, Marco, or kin shift name
• default emoji: cancer (cherry and rose are used commonly too, with cherry leaning karkat and rose leaning marco)
• main identities: Karkat Vantas, Marco Diaz
• genderqueer fluidflux; galaxian enby (see "Gender" section for a full list of gender identity that are relevant)
• they/them, he/him, ze/hir (ask)
• 26yo, can age regress as young as a small child
• panromantic demi(omni)sexual, polyamorous, mspec gay, carnelian
• in committed relationships
• has a strong preference for masculine-presenting/male-identifying and androgynous individuals
• bottom-leaning verse, sub-leaning switch
• eclectic witch; love witch, crystal witch, lunar witch, sea/water witch, divination witch/oracle, hellenic witch
• MBTI: ISFJ
• Enneagram: 2w1
• Hufflepuff
• Knight of Blood, possibly Knight of Heart

Kins

• full list here or off-site here

Likes

• jellyfish, crabs, aquariums, ocean fish, the ocean, forests
• Greek and Celtic and Irish mythology
• yumekawaii, yamikawaii, menhera, lolita, and pastel goth fashion
• magick and crystals (larimar and moonstone feel like me)
• crime and mystery shows, ghost shows
• Buzzfeed Unsolved
• analyzing and riffing on shows and movies
• crop tops and comfy pants/short-shorts/skirts
• sweaters
• autumn/HALLOWEEN
• big moths, especially fluffy ones
• rabbits and kittens
• nearly all animals
• watching movie riff reviews and Let's Plays
• horror/thriller movies/shows that aren't focused on gore or abuse
• favorite color is blue; runner-up favorite colors are red, pastel pink, pastel purple, and nature greens

Special Interests and Major Interests

• psychology (passive SI)
• Davekat (SI)
• romance (SI)
• ghosts and similar
• Indruck (brief fixation, still close to heart)
• Tomco (SI)
• Hazbin Hotel (past temp fixation)

(past SI):

• Naruto
• Soul Eater
• Homestuck

About

• smol, soft, and ready to square up
• very opinionated
• cares too much
• queer af
• "I'm sensitive but also fight me."
• "Gender?" "Yes."

Gender

• Explanation: My gender is something hard for me to pin down; at any point of any day my gender fluctuates in both what it is and the intensity. Often I feel like I'm always a guy, a girl, and nonbinary but one of these genders will be more "in front"/distinctly what I am at the moment. For example, I may be a guy right now who is looking femme, but I would still say I'm nonbinary and sometimes I'm a girl, or I'm a girl but not right now. It's confusing and I've tried to simplify it to one gender term but that hasn't worked out. The shortest I can sum my gender(s) to is genderqueer nonbinary, and even that doesn't encompass everything I feel. So below are various gender identities that describe my experiences.
• genderqueer
• nonbinary / enby - even when I'm iding as a binary guy or (rarely) binary girl, I still generally feel a rejection for the binary itself.
• genderfluid
• genderflux
• fluidflux, multiflux
• ambonec
• amaregender - sometimes my gender is influenced by my partner's gender; woman-leaning when partner is also, man-leaning when partner is also
• femme - my aesthetic of dress and behavior is usually identical to the stereotypical idea of "feminine"; basically I'm seen as feminine usually
• lunarian
• galaxian
• demiguy
• demigirl
• polygender, multigender
• transgender / trans

Health

mental

• Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)
• autistic
• plural; mixed trauma and spiritual system
• generalized anxiety disorder
• social anxiety disorder
• major depressive disorder
• probable inattentive ADHD
• dyscalculia
• Post-traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) with dissociative symptoms / C-PTSD
• OCD

(extras)

• hyperempathetic
• rOCD
• executive dysfunction
• impostor syndrome
• secondary sexual trauma
• csa, adult sa

physical

• scoliosis
• polycystic ovarian syndrome (PCOS)
• chronic muscle tension and pain
• infrequent anemia
• asthma
• eczema

Media Favorites

• Encanto
• Tangled
• Beyond the Boundary
• How to Train Your Dragon
• Gravity Falls
• Star vs The Forces of Evil (beloved aspects, LOTS of complaints)
• Ouran Host Club
• Avatar The Last Airbender
• Courage the Cowardly Dog
• Sailor Moon (flawed but beloved)
• Steven Universe
• Homestuck (excluding ending and the dubious canon afterwards)
• Over the Garden Wall