list icon

System Context

  • protector, main fronter, trauma holder, core
  • birthday is July 7th
  • ze is at least a form of the original and main core of overall system

Identity and Self

  • names: Kar, Karkat, "kintype name"
  • default emoji: cancer
  • main identity: Karkat Vantas
  • genderqueer fluidflux; galaxian enby (see "Gender" section for a full list of gender identity that are relevant)
  • they/them, ze/hir, ask
  • 24yo, can age regress as young as a small child
  • panromantic demi(pan)sexual, polyamorous
  • in committed relationships
  • has a preference for masculine-presenting and androgynous individuals
  • bottom-leaning verse, sub-leaning switch
  • eclectic witch; love witch, crystal witch, lunar witch, sea/water witch, divination witch/oracle, hellenic witch
  • MBTI: INFJ
  • Enneagram: 6w7
  • Hufflepuff
  • Knight of Blood, possibly Knight of Heart

Kins

Likes

  • jellyfish, crabs, aquariums, ocean fish, the ocean, forests
  • Greek and Celtic and Irish mythology
  • yumekawaii, yamikawaii, menhera, lolita, and pastel goth fashion
  • magick and crystals (larimar and moonstone feel like me)
  • crime and mystery shows, ghost shows
  • Buzzfeed Unsolved
  • analyzing and riffing on shows and movies
  • crop tops and comfy pants/short-shorts/skirts
  • sweaters
  • autumn/HALLOWEEN
  • big moths, especially fluffy ones
  • rabbits and kittens
  • nearly all animals
  • watching movie riff reviews and Let's Plays
  • horror/thriller movies/shows that aren't focused on gore or abuse
  • favorite color is blue; runner-up favorite colors are red, pastel pink, pastel purple, and nature greens

Special Interests and Major Interests

  • psychology (passive SI)
  • Davekat (past SI, possibly still an SI and definitely still cared about)
  • romance (SI)
  • ghosts and similar
  • Indruck (brief fixation/SI, still close to heart)
  • Tomco (active SI)
  • Hazbin Hotel (past temp fixation)

(past SI):

  • Naruto
  • Soul Eater
  • Homestuck

About

  • smol, soft, and ready to square up
  • very opinionated
  • cares too much
  • queer af
  • "I'm sensitive but also fight me."
  • "Gender?" "Yes."

Gender

  • Explanation: My gender is something hard for me to pin down; at any point of any day my gender fluctuates in both what it is and the intensity. Often I feel like I'm always a guy, a girl, and nonbinary but one of these genders will be more "in front"/distinctly what I am at the moment. For example, I may be a guy right now who is looking femme, but I would still say I'm nonbinary and sometimes I'm a girl, or I'm a girl but not right now. It's confusing and I've tried to simplify it to one gender term but that hasn't worked out. The shortest I can sum my gender(s) to is genderqueer nonbinary, and even that doesn't encompass everything I feel. So below are various gender identities that describe my experiences.
  • genderqueer
  • nonbinary / enby - even when I'm iding as a binary guy or (rarely) binary girl, I still generally feel a rejection for the binary itself.
  • genderfluid
  • genderflux
  • fluidflux, multiflux
  • ambonec
  • amaregender - sometimes my gender is influenced by my partner's gender; woman-leaning when partner is also, man-leaning when partner is also
  • femme - my aesthetic of dress and behavior is usually identical to the stereotypical idea of "feminine"; basically I'm seen as feminine usually
  • lunarian
  • galaxian
  • demiguy
  • demigirl
  • polygender, multigender
  • transgender / trans

Health

mental

  • Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)
  • autistic
  • plural; mixed trauma and spiritual system
  • generalized anxiety disorder
  • major depressive disorder
  • very likely OCD with a focus on relationships; "pure O" + rOCD
  • possible ADHD, specifically ADHD-PI)
  • dyscalculia
  • executive dysfunction (part of disorders)
  • very likely Post-traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) or C-PTSD
  • impostor syndrome

physical

  • scoliosis
  • polycystic ovarian syndrome (PCOS)
  • chronic muscle tension and pain
  • infrequent anemia
  • breathing issues/congestion issues, possible asthma
oct 7 2017 ∞
mar 5 2020 +