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Todomatsu

Followed the canon of the show, aside from a few small things. For one I had somehow managed to hold my job at Sutabaa even after the whole incident. Second was that after everyone had moved out, instead of living alone I had moved in with Atsushi. I remember my nyctophobia being just as bad as from the show, possibly worse. I had/have strong anxiety problems as well as depression and ADD. I always had a problem with people watching me and obsessing over how I acted and looked to the point where it was a main source of stress for me. Other than that everything's followed for the most part. I remember being a little closer to my brothers than portrayed in the series, but especially with Karamatsu, considering our childhood bond. I remembered when I used to get jealous of Ichimatsu for spending a lot of time with him, but I'm over that now. I remember thinking that Karamatsu was struggling with depression on his own, and I worried, yet never brought anything up. I remember spending time with Choromatsu to help him out with his anxieties and OCD, as well as letting him play some idol games on my phone from time to time. Though, I would still get onto him for saying he'd do something and then not follow through, even going as far as to helping him with that problem. Osomatsu and I were about the same as in canon, and I remember being afraid of him a good time after we had all split off for a while, despite our reuinion. But things are okay with us now, as far as I'm aware. I remember confiding some in both Ichimatsu and Karamatsu about how much I enjoy feminine products and dressing up as a girl/feeling like one, as I felt they would be accepting of me. I remember Karamatsu was, but I can't remember what Ichimatsu thought. Sadly I can't recall many, if any, memories with Jyushimatsu at all, but I don't remember having any issues with him. I recall vaguely fond times, actually. Will update as I recall more.