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ON AIMLESSNESS
So I swim out as far as I can, float on my back, wait for nothing, I'll jut stay out here until the night comes crashing down
It's not what you thought, when you first began it, you got what you want, you can hardly stand it though, by now you know, it's not going to stop, til you wise up...it's not going to stop, so just, give up
Somedays aren't yours at all, they come and go and they're someone else's days
ON TRYING TO FORGET
Check the ashes on my history, I can't leave them alone, sometimes I wish they could rot down below, but on the contrary, these fires flourish in me...I lay, just for awake, you catch the Sun and throw it down on my face, I know you're plotting my course, still influencing my dreams silver seahorse
I didn't know that we could break a silver lining, and I'm so sad, like a good book I can't put this day back, a sorta fairytale with you
It's hard to leave all these moments behind
ON LOVE
I'm always thinking about you, and how you always wear me well...try to rationalise this thing we've never seen before...there's only one truth that I know, it's that the stitches that we made are the best that I've ever sewn
I'm fighting with my thoughts, I'm gonna trust my intuition, I'm gonna hope I don't get lost...for sometime I've been lonely, I've been too weak to fight
ON LOSING LOVE AND LONELINESS
I know I'm nothing much to speak of, I'm broken in so many places, here's my heart be gentle when you're breaking it
Would you stand up for this kind of beauty, cause this kind of beauty, won't stand up for you, won't lift a finger for some lazy dreamer, here comes, the average dirty word pardon my French
ON REGRET
Maybe I could have been something you'd be good at, maybe you could have been something I'd be good at, but now we'll never know, I won't be sad but in case I go there everyday to make myself feel bad there's a chance I'll start to wonder if this was the thing to do
ON OBSESSION
We all have a sickness that cleverly detaches and multiples, we all have something that digs in us
ON DEPRESSION
I won't always love these selfish things, I won't always live in my regret
You're killing your soul with an audience looking on...you're not the only one you're going to hurt...if you don't believe me, I don't believe in you
ON DEATH
From the back of your big brown eyes, I knew you'd be gone as soon as you could and I hoped you would...we could see you weren't yourself, and the lines on your face did tell you'd never be yourself, again...stars in your eyes, free from the life that you knew, trading places with an angel now