Hello there! My name is Ciel, but I also go by other nicknames such as:

• Lyov
• Akemi
• Monika

As for my pronouns, I go by both he/him and she/her! I usually don’t like disclosing my actual gender, but I do fluctuate between the two! [Dont try to ask, trust me, I’ll give the most confusing response to throw you off]

I’ll get straight to the point, I do not like relationships nor do I have any romantic “feelings” unless I am very and I mean, VERY attached to you [which, hello, is rare.. like 00.0001%] I’m aware that I’m overly affectionate, I get it, but romance in itself makes me uncomfortable. [plus meeting me after a week then confessing to me..,,, isn’t love, lol.. shade?] — ALSO: I *strongly* dislike conflict, so if I had made you uncomfortable, notify me! I’m not a mind-reader! Waiting for me to say something because you’re upset with me is NOT a way to signal me. Just address it to me and grow the fuck up.

mental illnesses suck ass for sure, and everyone struggles in their own way. [this is becoming a diary, oh no] To sum it up, don’t take it personally* if I isolate myself or talk dull. I have times where I either have bad mood swings or feel numb altogether because of my disorders, it’ll eventually pass and I’ll be fine again!

• *Well do take it personally if I already dislike you, shoo.. why are you on my listography anyways

Also, I take a lot of medications, so with that, my memory is pure shit! I tend to forget names, situations or somethings said in the past. Don’t get your panties in a twist when I’m a bit forgetful!