there's always one lyric/music-type thing to describe how i feel about every day, i thought it'd be cool to document themmm. i used to do this with kayla, kinda, in my wittle notebook when i thought of music references.

• 1/3/09 GIVE UP.(Postal Service Album Name)
• 1/4/09 if i'm breaking your heart / you'll always know where mine got its start / it's better like this anyway. "Nowhere Near" - Summercamp
• 1/5/09 LOVEMELOVEME, SAYTHATYOULOVEME. "Lovefool" - The Cardigans
• 1/6/09 'cause there's this switch that gets hit / and it all stops making sense / and in the middle of drinks / maybe the fifth or the sixth /i'm compeltely alone at a table of friends / i feel nothing for them. "Hit the Switch" - Bright Eyes
  • and when i press the keys / it all gets reversed / the sound of loneliness / makes me happier. "Poison Oak" - Bright Eyes
• 1/8/09 in my khaki pants / there's nothing better / oh oh oh! hahaha, "Sadie Hawkins Dance" - Relient K
• 1/14/09 i can't help it if you look like an angel / can't help it if i want to kiss you in the rain so / come feel this magic i've been feeling since i met you / can't help it if there's no one else. - "Hey Stephen" - TS
• 1/15/09 it's bad enough we get along so well / say goodnight and go. "Goodnight and Go" - Imogen Heap
• 1/17/09 go 'way from my window / leave at your own chosen speed / i'm not the one you want, babe /i'm not the one you need / you say you're lookin' for someone / never weak but always strong. "It Ain't Me Babe" - Bob Dylan
• 1/18/09 "Walking on Glass" - The Movielife. this isn't really a song of the day, more like the song of my lifee right now.
• 1/27/09 all around me are familiar faces / worn out places, worn out faces / bright and early for the daily races / going no where, going no where / their tears are filling up their glasses / no expression, no expression / hide my head i wanna drown my sorrow / no tomorrow, no tomorrow / and i find i kind of funny / i find it kind of sad / the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had / i find it hard to tell you / i find it hard to take / when people run in circles its a very very mad world, mad world / children waiting for the day they feel good / happy birthday, happy birthday / and i feel the way that every child should / sit and listen, sit and listen / went to school and i was very nervous / no one knew me, no one knew me / hello teacher tell me what's my lesson / look right through me, look right through me / and i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad / the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had / i find it hard to tell you / i find it hard to take / when people run in circles its a very very mad world. "Mad World" - Gary Jules ::this sums up my day today flawlessly, i honestly can barely believe it.
• 2/20/09 you don't talk to anyone / you wont look at anyone but him / and I don't think he's listening / I doubt she remembers your name / and you say, "when will she notice me?" / and you feel, like you're gonna break / and you say, "when will he notice me?" / and it feels, like a hand grenade.