• Nervous about an infection
• Nervous that we will drive the two hours there and not be able to get in
• ✔ Worried about upsetting her in some way
• ✔ I hope it helps clear up my skin blemishes
• I hope it eases my back pain
• ✔ I hope it doesn't rain
  • It didn't rain, but snowed!
• ✔ I want to feel good in a swimsuit while I am around her in her swimsuit
• ✔ I want to see desert wildlife
• ✔ I want to connect with a stranger there
  • ✔ by eye contact
  • ✔ by a short conversation
  • ✔ by mutual appreciation of nature
  • by a hand shake
• ✔ I want to have a revelation there
  • I had the start of one. I felt something shift, but I'm not quite sure what it was
• ✔ I want to experience God there
  • to be overwhelmed by his presence
    • by a whisper
      • because a whisper from God is greater than a symphony of men

God did this in ways I didn't even know I really wanted. The snow! At night! It was gorgeous. I literally couldn't keep from singing as it fell.

• ✔ This will do me good
• ✔ This will be an adventure
• ✔ I have a good feeling about this