- 12/28/12: i don't know where to put this so wala new list. but i really really love the nba. it always kills me when people talk shit about the league and say that its all fake (there is bias towards some teams and all stars because david stern is a piece of crap but that'll be another rant some other day) but i really really love the nba qq. god i was watching all these videos on yt and wow i really miss the knicks 2011-2012 season hell it was a hell of a ride and when watching those vids on yt, i could recall myself watching the games live and my reactions (like oh shitting when melo got that 3 at the end of the 4th and then OT, etc etc) and yeah idk. i just really love jeremy. not even like i want to marry you (but i would, but y'all already know that) but like i just love you as a player and a person and a role model and i love everything about you. and everyone on the knicks 2011-2012's roster has a place in my heart. and i love steve nash because who could hate him. and i love derrick rose. and kobe. and kyrie irving, dwight, yao ming, NOVAK, and LANDRY AND JEFFRIES AND WOW IM BEING REDUNDANT CAUSE THEY WERE ON THE KNICKS BUT I LOVE MELO AND STAT AND IMAN SHUMPSHUMP AND BARON AND BIBBY AND DOUGLAS (now after the initial omfg can you please stop playing you suck and let jeremy play) AND JOSH HARRELLSON (YOU POOR SOUL ON THE HEAT) AND JEROME JORDAN AND CHANDLER AND SMITH YOU TOO. and now rockets you babesssss OF COURSE I STILL LOVE JEREMY THE MOST BUT CHANDLER PARSONS? JAMES HARDEN? MARCUS MORRIS (OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS LIEK WTH YOU HAVE A FACE OF A BABY) AND ASIK (EVEN THOUGH I GET FRUSTRATED CAUSE YOU CAN FINISH AND BUTTERFINGERS) AND DELFINO IDK IM ATTRACTED TO YOU AND YOU'RE GOOD TOO AND MOTIEJUNAS WOW IM GLAD YOU'RE BACK FROM THE D-LEAGUE AND P.PATTERSON, GREG SMITH, ALDRICH, COOK, JONES, I'LL LEARN TO LOVE YOU GUYS BECAUSE I LOVE EVERYONE BASICALLY UGHHHHH. CAN EVERYONE JUST BE HEALTHY AND I CAN CRY OVER YOU 6 FT + BABIES. ACTUALLY PROBS ALL TALLER THAN 6'3" JEREMY IS A BABY IN HEIGHT NEXT TO ALL OF Y'ALL cept maybe nate robbinson WHICH REMINDS ME I LOVE SHAQ/SUPERMAN/BIG DADDY. AND MJ. AND ughhhh
- totally didn't intend to spurt out all that but wow i still have more feels
- if you see this and are interested some of my fav vids ;___;
- 1/22/13: my emotions are too crazy to watch bball without freaking out ok. so i was on clutchfans and read about some person's observations on the team and how they treated jeremy and his play during the game at charlotte, and it really hit home. like wow jeremy needs more pick and rolls and a center that can finish without butterfingering and he needs the ball. he's a ball dominated pg and with harden controlling the ball, that's why he's been in a slump these past few games/weeks. and he just doesn't look happy. hell, the whole team doesn't look happy. they need to mesh under a capable coach. when harden messes up the coaches are like /walks up to ref to talk/ and when jeremy messes up (and most likely didn't get the foul called) they're just like sigh why did we trust him. not hating on harden but seriously. harden can't be playing 40 mins a game. its like wear and tear. soon enough he's going to get an injury. and last time he sprained his ankle or something, they played at san antonio without him and jeremy did really well. it was liek screens and pick and rolls and basically jeremy's style of basketball. i just want jeremy to be happy. this is his dream and he's living it. but rn he doesn't look happy. like he said "how am i supposed to play if people think i'll make a miraculous play every time i touch the basketball?" or something like that. i just idek. i think when i talk about knowing jeremy irl i make it out to be that i know him a lot more than i actually know him. but really i think even if i didn't know him irl (which i barely do) i would still love him the same amount because who else is a prominent taiwanese american athlete? or even asian american? and he's such a good person and role model and i can't even explain my feeling for him actually i could but i need to study for physics and econ but i just love him ok. and when linsanity (the movie) is fully funded (which you can help here, i need to watch it on a big screen and sob. and if you come watch it with me which i will invite like everyone so you can see why i'm so sob-y and crap about this whole thing. bring tissues.
- 3/24/13 it's interesting how something that was basically nothing can become you everything basically. i love watching game i love playing i did before but after like being in love with jeremy its like nope im like addicted. but not even like love love like i actually think i'll be able to marry him or even be friends with him or whatever but idek i want to meet him for real real not just that one time at retreat wiping down tables and going up to him to ask where i put the towels and then nervous giggle because height difference but like can we be friends pl0x iiiiiiii dont even know what im saying but my feels rn are like eaksdglpsdk so why not man. i was reading an article in which his coach from paly talked about him and it was so fucking sad like wth why am i crying his story is just such an inspiration and his coach is so witty and he's so hardworking and he has like all the qualities i want to be (dedicated, hardworking, kind, humble, tall, fit, frickin smart, etc etc) and which im not and i just love him and when people ask i never know what to say because i cant just tell them i love him like <3 babes so i just say he's my baby but he's like my inspiration and wow you're the coolest and how do i even. i will follow your career and cheer you on. i'll never be your number 1 fan and go to all your games and get courtside tickets but i'll be your number 1 fan in spirit guhh i just love that man. and i love the game of basketball. and i been really liking the houston 12-13 team thus far but hwy is the publicity so bad like houston is like one of the main cities in texas and yet their games like never air on abc or tnt unless they're playing on the road against well publicized teams like the lakers, heat, knicks, etc. sighs
- 4/12/13: i was just going to talk about this in my lakers list but i actually have a lot to say about this. so kobe got injured in the game today against golden state and i'm really fcking sad like kobe has already dealt with a knee and ankle injury this season and now afoot injury too? its a huge blow to the lakers considering that kobe is.. well kobe. it just makes me want to cry (even more than the rockets losing earlier today) because kobe is the definition of perseverance and hardwork and passion. he's been working his ass off in the past few games and basically the whole season to try to make a run for the lakers to be in the playoffs. and now that "i can't walk" HE CANT EVEN WALK, lakers have a realllllly low change of advancing into the playoffs and going into the second round. i was really looking forward to seeing post-season kobe :( i really hope he recovers well and is ok next season to play his 18th season. he's just incredible and despite his sometimes douchey attitude and demeanor, he's a really inspiring guy. he couldn't have been the player he is and was in his prime time without his dedication to the sport and him constantly working his ass off. like he's not that athletic compared to some other people in the league but he makes it up in hardwork and just, i love you kobe.
- edit: the more I think about his injury the sadder I get. just his postgame interview and he was frickin tearing up I am writing this as my nose becomes gradually runnier and tears drip down my face but really this is the Kobe I've watched growing up and to think that this injury may or may not be career ending is heart wrenching. this is not the way you want to see Kobe frickin Bryant go down. Kobe will not let this injury stop him from coming back, I'm sure of that. but it's going to be a long hard journey. fans haters regardless, no one wants to see it end this way. I don't even want to think about the possibility that this was his last game. his last game as laker. but despite playing through a shitload of different injuries, this isn't something he can play through and when he comes back from surgery and rehab, things will never be the same. and that's a fact. aww shit I need to eat. I'll feel better than... QQ Kobe..
- 8/23/13: welp just watched all of the "Kobe Bryant's Top 10 Plays of __ NBA Season" that the NBA channel just posted. seriously GOAT and i reallly reallly hope he can come back from his injury and become as great as he was before (i'd like to say better, but the fact is he's 35 and no longer in his prime but holy hell he was a beast in his prime and even just last year he was ballin' and so much respect for him and his game). that's what determination, hard work, and perseverance can do for you.
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