mandatory

• Find out what I really want and do just that. That could be applying for all kinds of jobs, going back to university, working abroad or travelling the world. Move to an exciting new place in summer.
• Go on a trip. Non-negotiable, no matter what kind of other things I'm planning. 2015 is going to be the year of my first overseas travels.
• Learn to love myself. This sounds really cheesy but damn, it's necessary. I've been collecting mental health issues and traumas over the years like other people collect porcelain figurines. I need to get my act together (and figure out my toxic relationship with Frank). And I want to feel less lonely. So either I gotta learn to spend time with myself or start finding new friends and being a more social and outgoing person.
• This also means that I want to find the discipline to take more care of my body. For now that only means more sleep, walks and avoiding bread and sugar as well as adding more plants to my diet. But boy do I need to lose some weight. I don't feel comfortable at all, it's pretty damn unhealthy and I'm starting to resent myself.

nice to have

• Try some new things; join some sort of club like a choir or a badminton team.
• Kiss as many men as possible. I'm not even dreaming of finding someone I love because I'm still such a mess but kissing someone is always lovely.
• Consider selling a lot of the stuff I own in order to prepare for my year of travel and moving.
• There you go.