- Making C. happy by giving him a massage slathered in coconut oil. Inviting Franzi to help me.
- Leaving quickly on Sunday. Stopping for our first outdoor ice-cream of the year. Eating it in the sunshine, sitting outside the ice-cream parlor.
- Bathing together.
- Finding a huge box of Sennelier soft pastels for half the price.
- Watching a Sternstunde Philosophie talk with Marina Abramović.
- Spending a few days in my own apartment for a change. I feel rather nomadic these days. It's nice to have all my belongings around me but I also notice how much they're weighing me down. I get sucked into a very stagnant energy.
- Cooking my favourite sour curry with all the vegetables. Trying fermented tofu for the first time. Delicious.
- NYX Lip I.V. - such a nourishing lip product (and I got it in a brownish 90s shade)
- One of the best food combinations: Gruyère and strawberries.
- Reading a whole book in two days. With my new clip-on reading light. Game changer.
- Alkaline porridge with sea salt, roasted almonds and berries. Breakfast dessert.
- Variations of a super easy and healthy lentil loaf! Veggie-packed and low carb. (I've been cooking and baking every day since I'm back in my apartment)
- Surprising myself with good paintings (the trick is to make it through the ugly stage).
- Spring cleaning.
- Dinner with Becky. As always. One of the most wonderful human beings I know.
- A cheap insider deal for a leather handbag.
- Discovering an intricate origami dragon sitting on top of the emergency break on the subway.
- A night out with C. Deep talk with Olivier (about Surreal art, feminism, Louise Bourgeois and the Guggenheim in Bilbao, the difference between coaching and therapy, IFS constellations and parts work). Ending up at Corleone, talking to a few people outside. Happily holding each other in bed. Also cute: when he was a little sad because I bought heeled platform shoes. So I let him wear them so he could be taller than me for once (we're almost the same height).
- Casually fantasizing about renting a studio near C.'s house. Making it a studio/café/event room/store. I LOVE this idea. Putting it out there. Listen up, Universe <3
- I also love my vision of my life at the art academy. Being exposed to radical, subversive avant-garde ideas. Discussing everything with C. Going to bizarre and eccentric happenings and parties together.
- Mini burrata.
- A super quick and easy read for a change.
- When C. came into the room all excited, bit into a huge strawberry and announced that it was the biggest one he'd ever eaten.
- Supporting a crowdfunding campaign for Munich's first Lesbian Bar - I chose the tier with the sticker pack: "Lesbians eat WHAT...?" Meow!
- Spending some time alone with Marcus. Getting to know each other a little. Meeting his adorable cats. Enjoying his much calmer energy (compared to C.)
- Initiating a mediation for L. and S. Telling her I'd be her lawyer. What a nice thing to have as a little girl. I wish I'd had one too. Perhaps I can take on this role for my own inner little girl as well.
- C. and M. picked up my bike for me. I didn't have to move one finger!
- Lots of feline cuddles.
- People keep telling me that they admire the way I move. Perhaps it's time to believe them? I'm a dancer!
- Being reminded of my passion for roasted sesame. I immediately bought one of the Gomasio mills they had at the seminar house.
- The transformational Inanna seminar. Meeting so many interesting personalities. I see myself in many of them. In Cordula, who loves art and fashion design and unearthed her pink girl dreams. In Petra, who never believed she was good enough either and ended up with an eating disorder like me. In Astrid: anxious and dignified, freaky but reserved. In Martin, who also needs a few days to thaw. In Aline with her incredible connection to the invisible realm. Her receptivity to the subtle messages of the ether. Her soft, warm strength and compassion. In Dore, who feels like an older version of me. My future potential. A wise woman. Almost. And she already lives in my dream house in the forest - a vision that keeps showing up. Sonja, who used to be a teacher as well. She's fierce and provoking. Soft and warm and enthusiastic.
- Dancing with my sadness. Receiving a message: I am free. I am loved.
- Resurrection after 16-hand-massage.
- Walking the first steps on my very own golden life line after A. told me unexpectedly that I used to have a twin and I'm currently on his path. Hugging and cuddling and eye gazing. It felt natural with her. Even to ask her for permission to put my forehead on hers.
- Learning that a lack of control can also be called freedom.
- Realizing that I have a huge problem with self-sabotage. There's a part of me that keeps me small and immobile. Apathetic. Tired. Cuts off my energy supply. Doesn't believe in me. Is afraid of failure AND success. Because it expects both outcomes to be painful or exhausting.
- Emptiness contains everything.
- Following the urge to hop out of bed and dance to the Village People one morning.
- Realizing the daffodils I bought were actually white! A pleasant surprise.
- Maisons du Monde, plant center and delicious Indian food with Margit.
- Waking up before sunrise. Going for a long walk through the forest. Saying good morning to strangers instead of ignoring them. Picking up trash along the way. Working on my posture. Feeling a little sad. Welcoming it. Realizing that my favourite time outside is right before the street lights turn on/off. I also went past a window decorated with Happy Birthday bunting and it looked like a mother was busy preparing a birthday table for her child. Heartwarming.
- Starting my new journal. Making it my own. Collages, art, dried ferns...
- A day at the art academy. Shopping at Muji. Sexy silly social gathering in the evening.
- The mango exceeded expectations.
- Running an oil stick over a huge canvas. The start of a new painting.
- C. brought me earrings from Gran Canaria! Is this the first time I got jewellery from a man?
- Waking up next to each other.
- Helping the kids make clay pots. I loved seeing how calm it made them at first (but then upset because the result wasn't perfect...)
- A tiny Japanese food tour with Lena and Sash: Matcha Orange and matcha cheesecake with a savoury tasting menu at Tushita tea house. Museum 5 Kontinente. Delicious ramen in mushroom broth. Taiyaki fish waffles for dessert. And then we saw "Doping" at Kammerspiele. My first time at the theatre this year!
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