- Yoga outside on the platform. I was hesitant at first but then I loved reaching up in ardha chakrasana, looking up into a sunlit tree crown. Watching the birdies chirp with their whole bodies twitching. And then the wind made the chestnut trees snow - raining down white blossoms with a faint crescent moon in the background.
- Imagining coming back to Hridaya with C. one day. We're gonna sleep in my future van and maybe attend a tantra retreat.
- I keep finding beautiful large moths all around the castle. One was snow white with a furry neck and tiny black spots.
- The feeling of an empty stomach. So rare for me. But also: feeling full with no impulse to eat.
- Hearing the owls at night through my open window.
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